You know how when sometimes you think you;re the only one at fault, and no one is being there for you to help you and you actually think that you have lost everyone important in your life.

Yes, i;ve been there and you know what, I;m suddenly feeling so alive again. I just feel like starting my life all over again and just being just like what i am now and today. Sorry im abit over and soo soo soo random. But yeah, i had a good conversation with one of my bestfriends today and i miss him a whole lot and it felt so nice to just chat like normal. It takes time for someone to forgive someone but he has, no matter what. I am like so happy today.

Other then that, nothing happen this month except that day was the RANDOM DAY when iffah ask me and rachael to go to sunway lagoon, they were nice to pay for me, actually got my head off alot of things, just had time to think on the beach and stuff, really relaxing place and i actually went on all the most scariest rides just for that bitch, iffah. Bloody shit. I was literally shouting, *im gonna kill you if i ever get off this ride*. I dont even dare to go with my boyfriend, and im going on it for her. Oh well, bestfriends forever.. lol. But i just love this week a whole lot. I miss clubbing, i want a clubbing night, Its gonna happen soon.

Okay, this post has nothing important, have nothing else to write anyways, gonna grt my internet very very soon. wait yeah? i'll be blogging twenty four seven just like my lesbian partner. lol. til then, love you peeps..

muah muah

signing off, fallen angel.