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LIGHT UP, LIGHT UP.
CHOOSE a place to hide.

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I'm a girl who ONLY love people who love me
I'm a girl who ONLY love myself & friends
Oh yes, I'm taken, happily, :D

strike out.

I want you to like me
I wanna have lots of ka-ching $$
I want someone i can really trust
I want my past to be forgotten
I want people to know i'm MIX not malay

hearts talking.



another life.

Anis Nabilla .
Michelle .
Eshia Kar Mun .
Shafique .
Lily Zahara .
Samira .
Sue Hanie .
Denise Siau .
Farhana K .
Rachael Teng .
Li Anne .
Tevaneea .
Trisha Teo .
Aisyah .
Eleena A .
Juria H .
Tiffany .
Sonia A .
Beauty .
Jack Chan .
Sho Suzuki .
Vanessa .
ModelMaterials .

my days, not yours.

February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009

Quotes.

It's over and done with. You were the one i fell for over and over again. You were the only i believe every lie you told me. And when are you ever going to change? Is this the life i prepared for? No. I want a new life.

Layout: Kary-yan/Missyan.
Hosts: x o x

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Oh why can't I be what you need?
A new improved version of me
But I'm nothing so good
No, I'm nothing Just bones,
A lonely ghost burning down songs
Of violence of love and of sorrow
I beg for just one more tomorrow
Where you hold me down,
fold me in Deep, deep, deep
in the heart of your sins

I break in two over you,
oh I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you don't see me, you don't
Here I'm pinned between darkness and light
Bleached and blinded by these nights
Where I'm tossing and tortured 'til dawn

By you, visions of you then you're gone.
The shock bleeds the red from my face
When I hear someone's taken my place.
How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel?
When all, all that I did was for you
I break in two over you,
ohI break in two

And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you don't see me, you don't
I break in two over you,
oh I break in two over you,
Over you
I break in two
I would break in two for you

You used to see me
Now you don't
You used to need me
Now you don't

"autumns monolugue".

-Today is just not a good day, at all-
-fallen angel-


5:07 PM


Tuesday, April 29, 2008

New profile.
As you can see, i did a new layout, because my layout before this, alot of people were complainin saying its all over the page, to me it was okay, But well ntah la. So anyways, i changed it. Its very simple I know, Im too lazy to pick out the good looking ones and then edit it.
I mean people are just gonna read the freaking blog right?

Moving on

Today is my anniversary. Yeah, 3 months and still going strong

I mean we fought just now, but xpe laa.
Things happen. He said sorry, I said sorry. Everything is fine.

So yeah, i won't see him tonight because his scared his mum would suspect
that hes coming to my house wee hours in the morning. Haha.
What? it ain't my fault okay, its his choice!

Neiways,

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ASYRAF BIN HASSAN A.K.A JACK.


Our first picture, weird picture to put up i know. but i like it. haa =)

Moving on, Im helping anis now to get through her problems. haa
DAH! i tulis pasal u, so stop being so hyper!lolz

Sue comes to me for advice and i told her this
:
My class SOME of the girls are filled with hypocrites attitude and no brains at all.
And yes, im not afraid to say this.
Wanna cause problem with me? come laa.
My blog anyways.

HAHA! i miss fighting on blogs. lol. SHUT UP ANIS!. haa
All ur fault la i like fighting on blogs now. SWINE!.

Anyways, im going off to bed now. Sleepy.

-fallen angel-

"cant see my boyfriend today =("



12:30 AM


Sunday, April 27, 2008

IU DAY 2008,SMKUSJ4

Me and sue. haaa. I look like a giant. damn! =)

Meet sue, samira, and anis! haa. The girls that i was hanging out with. the hyperish!
Me, Anis, Samira and sue. Lol. were the best camwhore-es. lo!
BEAUTIFUL AND FREAK! hahaha
Anis and samira. this is the best picture. lol.
I gave this idea and i was taking the picture. lol.
Sue and mee. heee. i love her =)
Our first picture. Lol.
<3

Yes this is where i spend my sunday afternoon. I came 3 hours late, but the party was just getting started so not that bad. It rained abit because anis sang. haaa, No lah. It rained because the whether wasn't that good, But then the sun came out again. Yeah! There were hip hop songs for a while, and then melody songs started playing. Lol. Anyways, iu day was great. At last, i get to meet anis, the hyper-ish. She really is! haa.

I went with my boyfriend but didn't take any pictures with him, lazy laa. Always take picture with him, so malas already. haa. After that went to kopitiam, makan abit, we were damn hungry! By the time we arrived at my school, all the good kinda finished already, So we ate at kopitiam. Then went to asia cafe hang out there for a while, then went to the padang because my mum had the keys, had to wait till she came back. lepak in the car at 7.30pm with jack. Yada yada yada, that one you dont have to know. haha, no lah, we were just talking. lol

Then my mum came back and jack went home. aawww.
Well its been long since i had a day out with him, we're so buzy with our lifes now.
My neck seriously hurts i dont know why, it feels so pain! GOD, i can't tahan weh.
Tomorrow got school, have to finish my moral project. shit la, Im so malas
But haih, what to do?

Next week my commercial days are gonna start already, i have to balance so many things, commercial plus exams soon and then have to do some dance steps for im not sure what. But im gonna talk to tracey about that later about the whole dance club. hee. I got nothing much to chat about. Take care, need to lay down. Damn painn!! =(

Byeee

-fallen angel-

For anne:
I wish all the best for your mum, i knew she was there for me when i had to go for my operation, im sure she'll come out with a smile on her face and your family, no worries okay, just pray and i'll do it too just for you okay, babe. i loveyouso much!!





9:58 PM


Saturday, April 26, 2008

~FRIENDS!~
Hope you can understand what i wrote. haa.
Gotta go now, meeting up with my agent.
See ya later at night. hee.
FUTSAL WAS GREAT! DA BOMB!
-fallen angel-
~
You're smile was always the best
Listening to babylove - nicole sherzinger
(surprisingly)
Edited:
I realize i myself can't understand what i wrote, so i write it here.
The names there are.
Rachteng,Teva,Lisa,Mus,Roger,Trisha,Ajreena,
Nikketa,Thevanesh,Jack <3,Matt,Naim,
Jeswena,Beverley,Hana,Arief,Asye,
Dexter,Anis,Sheera
And the poem says :
Their always there to listen,
Their always there to hear,
Their always there when times are down
They'll pick you up from the ground
All of us are there for each other,
They never failed to bring happiness & laughter
Whatever hurt time may bring
Their always there, just give them a ring.
=)


6:14 PM


Friday, April 25, 2008

BY THE WAY,
There is something wrong with my chatterbox,
as you CAN'T SEE IT. But i'll fix it
tomorrow or something
Im too tired today. My eyes are practically
Close. sorry yeah?! Thanksss!!


10:16 PM



~CONCENTRATION~
~Dancing~
~Studies~
~Life~
~Financial problems~
~Lovelife~
~Mum~
~Homework~
~Maths!~
~Kerja Kursus~
Concentrate on this stuff. And only this stuff!
Okay, dancing is a priority for me now.
I don't want to loose the only gift God actually gave me,
To help people to dance, To teach them to be better.
To show to the world that even with alot of things stopping me,
im still able to do what i love doing.
My dance club is not official yet, Because im still thinking about it.
I kinda somewhat lost faith in dance because well
My mind is totally blank when it comes to dance
And the people that is gonna join is gonna be a whole
different environment, different opinions
different, just different.
I was used to my old group of dancers because we were all Good friends
We started everything together, in one hand
I wasn't the best, But with all of us together, the dance turned out well
Anyways, going on
I have to finish my moral project now, Im so over deadline
I hope when i passed up on monday,teacher won't give bad news
I dont think she's that mean. Kott. ohmygod, i dont know la
Dont wanna think of it also.
Fought with my boyfriend, but now everything is well I guess
Tomorrow going for futsal. Give support to some of my friends,
After that, lepak kat summit or sunway kott,
with NO MONEY AT ALL!
Nevermind
At night, gonna meet up with my commercial agent
Yeah, im gonna be on a commercial soon. I dont know what commercial
But it pays good money, so okay laa. hee
Hope im still good at acting on a commercial
Been long since i've been on one. I can't even believe
i got picked over 5 amazing pretty gorgeous girls
Well whatever, hope it works out
Last but not least,
That's about it i guess
lovez
- fallen angel-



9:26 PM


Wednesday, April 23, 2008

The life she went through was special
The times she had never did replace for anything
The memories she kept was the happy ones
The moments everlasting,

Her life before was rich and glamorous,
But when the TIME came, she knew she had to make alot of changes
Its not easy for one to go through the debt
A brave & responsible girl to accept the fact

She showed how much she loved him
Yet he chose to keep his reputation highly above him
Leaving her feelings a big mark,
Kept her there, all alone in the dark

He acted so true,
Like he reallly did care
He was always there for her
Just that he was scared.

She was willing to hide her feelinmgs just for him
To go through social life without anyone knowing
Deep inside her heart was really crushed
She knew all she had was her friends to trust

To release her stress, she knew who she always had
Best friends that were close always made her feel glad
The happiness given by true friends
Always made her feel appreciated in the end

All i can say is :

So many tears have drowned your past
But the suffocating you felt is gonna be your last
Something special made you well,
That broke the sad & awful spell

- Fallen Angel -

- Made for someone close, my best poem so far- heez.

Will be more coming up soon. Comments please. thanks =)



7:46 PM


Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Im thinking of starting a Dance club. Not in my school, but even outside. I mean my school has surprisingly alot of girls and guys that are in love with dance. Didn't really knew that till i paid more attention to the people in my school that i didn't know before. Anyways, just thinking about it. Not even sure yet. I mean i did it once, maybe i can do it again. hee.


Listening to 4 minutes - Madonna ft Justin timberlake.

The best!


Didn't go to school today, woke up at 8 30am. So msg him saying im not going to school, went upstairs and told my mum, then went downstairs and slept again, Till 12. Then realize that the aircond was on for like 14 hours already. So switch it off, then on the computer. Check some things out, then bath. haha. Yes, my computer is the first thing that comes on my mind. I had nothing to do since mum was cooking. So i thought of putting some clothes together for the upcoming IU day in my school. NO JEANS allowed, so u can actually think how hard is it to put a outfit together. Ish, i dont understand my school sometimes. Anyways, i came up with this. Took clothes that i haven't wore before and just yeah wore it, end up quite good. But im not sure whether it is allowed to wear. I'll show denise later. hee =)


Anis, i want comments! haa!

I gotta go to my cousin's house now. Or not my mum is gonna kill me.
Boyfriend coming here at 4, so have to be back home before that.
Anyways, hope everyone had a good day today. hee

-fallen angel-



3:10 PM


Sunday, April 20, 2008

I have 13 more hours to finish my moral project. I have done some.
But my kerja amal, haven't took any pictures at all.
I dont know how i'm gonna explain to teacher tomorrow.
Worst2worst, She'll call my mother, hee.
My mum would talk to her and yada yada so anyways,
I hope i'll get that done by today. Hoping so badly,
and trying to be able to take pictures of helping the environment. haa.

"Long post"

*Knowing someone and ending up not knowing them at all*

People come up to me nowdays and ask why am i so antisocial. Why i don't hang out with a bunch of friends at school. Why i don't seem to socialize around and look happy
Why am i always so emo at school?
Well its because i wanna be that way. I wanna be the loner, I dont cause any problems, and people don't make problems with me also.
Some people ask me why is my name " fallen angel"
I've been wondering that question since like two weeks ago and i think now i know,
Im not being perasan or whatever, But seriously before im much more innocent then i am now. Im the kinda girl that doesn't talk shit, im the kinda girl where when its my problem then i help, if its not. You're problem you deal with it yourself. But now i tend to masuk campur in everyone's problem. Maybe it is my fault, maybe its not. But im becoming a bitch. The more i go on with this attitude, i will become the biggest bitch in the world. That's why now i just stand my ground. I fought with my bestfriend so i can be alone. I don't recess with anyone close, because i don't want the "bestfriend that has to be there for you ALL THE TIME"
I hate that definition. Im a eurasian. We eurasian usually cna't stick with that one person like all the time. I mean boyfriend and girlfriend is a different thing. But friends, we can't always see each other, we can't always hang out with each other. We would feel damn annoyed by that person after a while. Seriously, we are like that.
And i dont even have a problem with being a loner, like my dad said
"It doesn't matter whether you're alone,
you have yourself, its enough to go around the world"

The bestfriend:
I thought i knew her, end up i didn't know anything about her, I thought she was the one that i can look up to, the one that i would meet up after school, the one that i can go recess with and have a million things to talk about, the one that would back me up no matter what, wrong or not wrong, still be there for me, the one that i can tell everything to and not feel so embarassed that i just said something like that outloud to my bestfriend, That kinda girl. But end up, didn't know who the hell she was. Until i realize, bestfriends are just there when they are needed. I mean from my experience la, from yours i wouldn't know. But mine, yeah, bestfriends are just there for the time being, when LIFE starts, are they gonna be there to help? especially when now its school time. You don't want to go through your school life, knowing you didn't meet any bestfriends, the one you can count on, So you tend to stick to one person. For me, i don't feel that way. School is just school. You meet the same person everyday.
Sometimes they would be the best to you, sometimes they won't.
ITS JUST THAT, NOTHING ELSE.

The bitch:
There is this girl i knew, she was the biggest bitch in the world. At one point, i felt like going to her house, and just fighting with her, for no reasons also. At one point, i felt like calling her up and calling all sorts of names. At one point, i felt like killing her. At one point, i felt like even killing myself so i wouldn't have the burden of having a bitch like her on my shoulders all the time. Then...........
Time passes, not because she broke up or whatever, but because we tend to see each other in so many ways, We hated each other like a hell lot, this is not a normal bitchy conversation. This is those conversation where we would end up killing each other. We always wanted to know what was happening with each other's life. We were obsessed at one time, Not only her. Me too. Again, time passes. End up, i am proud to call her one of my goodfriends, The one that i would message when im bored. The one where when i have nothing to do, maybe just give a comment. Yes, thats the kinda friendship we had. Everyone comes up to me and say how can you forgive a person that did something that almost ruined your life. And all i can say is, its life. I can't expect to hold a grudge on her forever, and i can't expect to always remember her as the bitch.
I rather just forgive and forget. We are the same anyways, Correct? haaa
"sorry yea babe"

The innocent one:
I have no right to write anything about her, seriously. Cause i dont even know her that well. But do you know how it feels like to have everyone hating you at one point, hating looking at you, hating being in the same class as you, hating what you do, hating your "voice". haa. Anyways, yeah i realize usually innocent girls end up being the most biggest bitches in school. Because they have been innocent their whole life, they think to themselves
" why not i do something that would steal everyone's attention"
Of course, they would do the most stupidest things,
to think that they stole EVERYONE'S attention.
Well its everyone's attention you stole alright, only not good comments are coming back. Well, whatever it is. Again, its life i guess. You tend to do stupid things when the time is not right, thinking the whole world revolves around you, well FYI! it doesnt.

Last i can say is Life?
Its not like the movies. not at all.
-fallen angel-


4:10 PM


Saturday, April 19, 2008

At last, I feel like my blog is PUURRRRFFFEEECCCCTTTTTTT!
Wanna know why? Because i actually have a song with my name
and i have the song on my blog. Its kinda weird la the song.
But listen to it, its kinda cool la. Some parts. The ending kinda sesat-ed
But hey, it has my name! My name! haha.
"Peraaasssaaannnnn giiiiilllaaaaaaaa"

"Chris Brown - Fallen angel"
If I could, take a trip,
to outer space
She would be the one,
I will see When I get, to heavens gate
She would welcome me with her arms,
open wide, and a smile
Will shadow me brighter than the sun
She hasn’t had a fair chance,
so I’ll give her one
Let me tell you who she is, yeah

[Chorus]
She’s a fallen angel,
sent from heaven up above
She’s a fallen angel,
waitin for me to love her, yeah
(Know that she’s)
She’s a fallen angel,
take your judgment off her I know,
that she’s a fallen angel

[Verse 2]
You know, I could Help her mend,
her broken wings So she can fly again
But I don’t, wanna lose everything that I’ve gained
Turnin me a selfish man
Cause without em my heart just don’t go, no more
I couldn’t take the pain,
from watchin her fly away
So say that you’ll stay
She’s mine

[Chorus]
She’s a fallen angel,
sent from heaven up above
She’s a fallen angel,
waitin for me to love her, yeah
She’s a fallen angel,
so take your judgment off her I know,
that she’s a fallen angel

Baby I know I know that they done hurt you
But I’m here Let’s take it all away
So if you let me…
You know what,
just put your heart in my hands
And everything they say,
I take it back Like this…

You don’t mean nothing,
I don’t want ya,
I don’t need ya,
Never loved ya,
You’re nobody,
And ‘ll never make it,
You’re a mistake.

Yeah, that's the song. For my blog. Listen to it. Seriously! Listen listen. The beat is freaking cool. Well, that's all i guess. Got nothing much to blog about.
-fallen angel-
"So proud of the name"!


2:38 PM


Friday, April 18, 2008

Wanna know what bored people do when their absolutely BORED?! haha
I did this while waiting for my boyfriend to come back from work. Hes gonna laugh like a whole lot later. Well whatever it is, I think its cute. haha. Some of them laaa
Its hard to take a good picture okay!
For me especially. Enjoy!

Mickey mouse!
Smilez! I love the last picture, With me smiling.
My smile turned out good for the first time
Olden days! hahaha
-fallen angel-
"Will blog more tonite"


4:21 PM


Thursday, April 17, 2008

For the first time, I dont really know what to write on my blog.
Usually when i open my blog, i have something to write about.
But now, after knowing quite a number of people actually read my blog, I wonder...
Whether my blog actually goes out to the rest of the world. heee.
Weird and perasan i know laa!
But my stories are kinda cool okay, Its like a love drama relationship, bitchy kinda blog.
Proud to have the blog that everyone reads..
Thanks to all the readers out there. love ya'll!
-why do i sound like i just won a award? Nevermind-


Alot of things are really stressing me up nowdays. The way things happen in class. The way teachers look at me nowdays. The way people think of me nowdays.Not like i care. Anyways, school! Have to pass up my moral project soon. its driving me NUTS! Maths im trying my best to understand but its hard when i dont understand anything. Sejarah, getting harder by the day but im giving it a shot. Moral, teacher i think she hates me. But shes looking at me now, So that means she cares. I tend to sit infront of class now, Makes me think much more better. English, Teacher is teaching totall bullshit. like nothing. all stories of 80th centuries are coming out, nothing to do with english.
Science, i dont know laa. Hello!? Teachers! I know you're trying your best but its SPM!

I think i like my sejarah teacher, shes kinda cool! hehe.Maybe cause she told me to take up modelling but maybe shes a good teacher also. Heez. =) Everyone is calling me "fallen angel" in school now because of mustaqqim, Him with his bloody mouth. But yeah, I like being called that. It makes me feel like i have something that's different from other people.
Perasan i know. but its not a crime to be proud! lol
-See, im talking crap-

Moving on, next topic.
"I think you're a twoface slut, walking bitch with a big "LOSER" tape on your forehead, with stupid small brains that dont know how to think the difference of a girl and a slut"

Next topic,
I think this song is nice. but i know everyone knows this song already.
its like the love song. So yeah.

"I don't want this moment, to ever end,
Where everything's nothing, without you.
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.
Through it all, I made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall,But I mean these words.
I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show,
that I won't let go."
Yeah, that lyrics. hee

"Nothing much to blog about today"

-fallen angel-

Why you look so sad?
When im having fun


1:39 AM


Wednesday, April 16, 2008

I'm not afraid to cry every once a while even though
Going on with you gone still upsets me
there are days, every now and again i pretend i'm okay
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
Never knowing what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Was what i was trying to do

Don't worry, the lyrics mean nothing. Seriously it doesnt. I just really love this song like so much, I dont even know the reason. I can hear it over and over again. maybe its because the way he sings it, maybe its because how he felt while he was singing this song. The way he moves everyone to hear how he actually sing. It feels so real. It feels like he was hurting so badly. You should really listen to it. Even though the lyrics might hurt, but hey, its a song. what to do. haa

"Rascal Flatts - What hurts the most"

Moving on,
Today was fine. i came back from school.Was just relaxing, hearing songs and stuff. then someone was at my door, I was wondering who the hell was there. End up it was thevanesh and jeswena. Hahah, so they hanged out until about 5. Then thevanesh went home, I went to sleep for a while. Guess what? Jeswena was still here. haha. sesat-ed. She talked to my mum while i slept,I was damn tired. Sorry babe! Then, she went home around 8. She overslept i guess. Then i woke up around 11. Got lectured around by beverley and max. It really did hit me laa. What i should do with my life and stuff like that. What i should really go and aim for. But just now, while they were lecturing me. I was only thinking of one thing. The only one person that can really motivate me. It was always him. Never anyone else.


Always him that made me go after my goals, my dreams, What i wanted in life.
I wont be a good dancer if it wasn't for him waking me up at night sometimes just to practice a few steps.. I won't be a "stand up for my own rights" if he didn't teach me how to do it. I wont be a person that everyone takes advantage off. He took care of me, like he said just like " a father". Yeah, i guess he was right. Well now all i know is i would show the world that i can be different this time. No more late nights, no more hanging out with my boyfriend till 2 in the morning. No more Sleeping at wee hours. No more thinking " ala, later only la do my homeowork".

SET MY PRIORITY STRAIGHT!

ohmygod, you wanna talk so much in class right, why not just talk infront of my face? Its easier. GROW UP WEH!
-fallen angel-
Yes, that's the name okay.


1:30 AM


Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Its 6:32am. Before going to school, I'll post weird and funny stuff. hee

~i was once told by someone that LOVE is about the sensatiton of penetration.its when a guy puts his location in the girls destination,and hopefully there will be no multiplication.
Did u get my explanation or do you need a demonstration?
~
This was made my asye. My bestfriend. I laughed a hell lot when i read this. hee

Fallen angel - Meaning
A fallen angel is a angel that has been
exhiled or banished from heaven.
Often such banishedment is a punishment
for disobeying or rebelling against God
Made me freak out a little bit, but im still keeping the name.

Friendship
Fighting is a part of every real relationship
The key is knowing how to resolve the conflict without breaking up the friendship.
This is a risky and sensitive venture that can easily go wrong if you are not very careful.
So if you are in a fight with a friend and you value the friendship, be very careful in whatever you might do

More posts will be made later. heee. enjoy!
-fallen angel-


6:32 AM



I'm supposed to do this because my mum said so. No lah, I just felt like doing it. My mum gave me the idea. So since i got nothing to do. Why not right? Enjoy.


This is how it all started. Me my sisters and my mum. haha. im no where to be seen. Wonder why? Lol


And then i grown into a big butterfly. haha *weird i know* Anyways, the first picture is me with my nephew. Hes 8 years old now. . Second picture is me and my mum. I think i was 5 years old. In scotland. My dad's hometown

My mum wanted me to put this picture. Her in her olden days. When she was a dancer. hehe. pretty right? Say yes laaa. haha. The second picture is my first bestfriend! hahaha!
Now, the sir comes in. Me and my dad. Dn't ask why am i in my dog's cage! Hehe. My first barbie doll house btw. Look how pink it is! hehe. Second picture is me and geraldine. My first bestfriend when i was young. Btw, im the tall one. haha

Then me and mum again. When i was a small little tiny thing!.
The second picture is the whole family!
Me and again when i was small. Look at my smile. heeeee. =D. then Again, a family picture, This picture was taken when i was ten. The one on top was when i was 15.

"family picture i mean"


Last but not least, This is my first step sister. From my dad's first wife. So technically, shes my sister took. This was her wedding in 1998 i think. Im not sure la. I forgot. But long time ago la. That's me btw! haha

Anyways, that's all. I feel sleepy and i dont have the mood. Something pissed me off
-fallen angel-
Don't blame me if
i were to
get angry for silly
stuff like this.
I have the right to be angry
After all,
the trust is
gone anyways















2:16 AM


Sunday, April 13, 2008

Yesterday before going asleep.The day didn't end yet. i went out around 3.00am.Heh, Mum let me out! Yeah! So yeah, went to asia cafe, makan makan. Then went to play pool. hee. rain was pouring like hell just now. Had to run to asiacafe, walk la actually..
So yeah, Picturezzz.

I realize every month i usually have one week where i blog full of pictures only




Meet matt! haha

Hd time to snap pictures of myself. haaa


Matt and me playing pool


Matt & jack playing poool




Me playing pool, And yes im frowning. damn!



Me& matt playing pool. I won once. He won once. yay! haha



Went home and took more picturez. hee
Yes, we look like sister and brother. thanks! =D
He looks like a ten year old. seriously.
Fat fat fat me! Ish! One more month!His stupid looking mohawk hair. i guess i can say its okay laaaa...
big mouth. hahha!

Me & uhrm me? Lol

Him leaving.. =(

forgot this picture!!
We tried doing stupid looking face so we don't have to look like each other,
BUT!
Didn't work, we still look alike. haha
That's all i guess. heeh
-fallen angel-

I'm proud to be a bitch
I can stand my ground
easily then


6:36 AM


Saturday, April 12, 2008

Slept at 4 am yesterday. Had some time with my boyfriend. Took some pictures. He was learning english for the first time. haha. I wanted to see whether he could understand and actually pronounced the word properly. Some were good. But there was one word he got stuck,
" Confucious" He pronounced it "Confucuois" Hard to say it here la. But just laugh okay? haha.

Moving on,
Pictures. Not nice ones la. Mostly its me. Cause he didn't have the mood to take picture cause of his new "mohawk style" hair. haha.
So after reading, we went to radhi corner to eat. I didn't eat much. Diet maarrr... Then after that, met up with beverley and max and my mum. Went to play basketball at ss18. Fun laa. okay laaa. Not that bad laaaa... haha. Didn't take any pictures cause it was very very dark. Coudln't see anything. But Yeah,

Him readingg..

Me and myself

Me and him. i dont like this picture. something wrong with itt

Me dressing up before going to basketball game. My room is in a mess. i know!

Me and him not wanting to take pictures. SWINE!

He was shy! hahaha

-fallen angel-

" i got nothing much to blog about these days" hee



10:47 PM


Friday, April 11, 2008

5 ARTS






- My advisor -







Pictures that were taken from AfiraZaira's camera.
Will be more pictures updated later.
This post is mostly just for memories.
-fallen angel-



3:08 PM