Nothing to talk about, much. 

Just some pictures to make you smile. =) 

College today had only one class, one hour. Now, waiting for ze boyfriend to fetch me. I'm at media hub, ling ling introduce me to this place, i'm using MAC OS X. Freaking big monitor, looks like a tv. Anyways, yeah. that's it. got nothing much to blabber about. loves..

Officially a TAYLOR'S STUDENT. =)

Sean Kingston at shout awards, best night ever. 

Me and ze boyfriend at subang parade elevator. Yes, nothing else to do.

Food at kenny rogers. Bill was paid seperately, surprisingly. =)

He loves this one.. =)

And i love you..

over and over again, i fall for the crap. Sometimes i wish i can really walk out. but i need mutual decision. i NEED decision from both side. but who are we kidding? We're never gonna break up, sometimes its a good thing. but at times, its bad. Not say i don't like our relationship. I love you and we. But i'm getting fed up.. really.. honestly.. am.. 

But i'm nothing without you.

This is what you call

Today, the library internet connection is abit slow. Its frustrating of course.

I had kitchen practical just now, learn to on the stove and stuff like that. Can't wait to finally cut food and veggies and fruits. Why am i so excited? no idea.

I hate waiting for the next class to start, i've been in the library for 4 hours now, and i'm dying in here. 1 hour 30 minutes to go, then i can go home.

&

yeah, its weekends.

Sleep. Read. Eat. Clean My Room. Research. Projects. Yes, now i'm busy.

=)

-fallen angel-

So, i'm at college now. The oh so fabulous library with internet.

It's cool. I have no idea why, maybe i'm new to this. All the library i've been to don't have internet. So yeah. Classes are getting intensive abit. I already have a i.t group project. Sumbit in 8 weeks. Have to do a website, brochure about Hilton hotel. So me and my team, are doing Singapore Hilton Hotel. Can't wait to get started on that.

BM & Malaysian studies is 3 hours per class. Mygod, i can die. But nevermind. BM there is already easy easy homework that my boyfriend can't even do, its quizzes and its very complicating.

I'm eager for next week.. At least some people i know would be around.

I already did my thyphoid injection, it does not hurt, and everyone is acting as though they had a hot needle went through their veins or something. Whatever.

I have friends, but not much. As usual, i dont stick with one group. I linger from here to there. So its abit lonely sometimes. And of course, guys are my friends first. Never girl. No idea why.

That's it. Nothing much going on. My house has no internet so its hard to blog. Oh well, write when i can. Loves.

-fallen angel-

College starts at 12 tomorrow.

Yes, still freaking out. Even orientation was scary. People came up to me and ask me whether i was chinese, i didn't know how to say i was mix, thinking people might think i'm too "poyo" or something.. So i said, eurasian, And they didn't understand as usual. So i said i'm mix.. I think some wanted to ask what am i mix with? The guys especially.. But i walked off.

I'm scared. I dont like meeting new people when i'm the one that has to start new conversations. If friends introduce me to someone then i don't mind. Yeah, anyways, my course there is 19 people if i'm not mistaken. 4 girls, The others guys. Mygod, that's sad.

Nevermind.

So i didn't go the second and third day of orientation cause i had a bbq for my stepfather and jack's so called birthday since i didn't celebrate cause no money, so that day was the day, and i surprised him by bringing his friends. The cake was a total bummer. Its hard to keep a 8th year old boy mouth SHUT! Before the cake came out, he started shouting. "GOT CAKE! GOT CAKE!"
So yeah, at least it lasted 5 hours of him not knowing.


Thanks eshia for staying over yesterday because of all the problems

Thanks Ling For the Support of college life.

Thanks que for sending me back home. =)

Thanks mummy for holding me back from jumping off the balcony, kononnya.

And thanks to duche for protecting me when i was alone at home.

I'm thankful for alot of things.

And especially to my dad, who still believe that i can do well with my education and gave me a chance in college. I will not let you down. I can assure you.

Time is not a friend of mine now.

Time is going fast, and college is starting, and alot of people are telling me how hard it is going to be, how everything you have to do is on your own now, no more back up, no more skipping, no more relaxing, this is YOUR life now, what you want, what you need, and what would happen.

And its

FREAKING.

ME.

OUT.

What would you do if the angel of death came to you in your dreams and said you only have 12 hours to live, what would you do with your life then?

Would you say sorry to all your friends that you have hurt in your past?

Would you have one last night of lusting love with your boyfriend or husband?

Would you tell your mum & dad how much you love them?

Who is the real important person to you?

Is it a person who brought you into this world, or a person that taught you how to be strong, or the person that never failed to make you smile even when the rain is as stormy as the sea.

Who would you choose?

"I never said thank you for that"

"My Off Day Is Tomorrow"

-fallen angel-

I.AM.TOO.TIRED.TO.BLOG.TODAY.

So, pictures say it all and upcoming pictures soon of the day to sungei wang and eshia sayang birthday party.

Joei says "sexy lips"

I say " this is a once in a lifetime picture, i can never do this again"

*Sorry abit blur, stupid chicken rice shop employee"