As if you have a choice.

I'm a girl who ONLY love people who love me
I'm a girl who ONLY love myself & friends
Oh yes, I'm taken, happily, :D

I want you to like me
I wanna have lots of ka-ching $$
I want someone i can really trust
I want my past to be forgotten
I want people to know i'm MIX not malay

Anis Nabilla .
Michelle .
Eshia Kar Mun .
Shafique .
Lily Zahara .
Samira .
Sue Hanie .
Denise Siau .
Farhana K .
Rachael Teng .
Li Anne .
Tevaneea .
Trisha Teo .
Aisyah .
Eleena A .
Juria H .
Tiffany .
Sonia A .
Beauty .
Jack Chan .
Sho Suzuki .
Vanessa .
ModelMaterials .

February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009

It's over and done with. You were the one i fell for over and over again. You were the only i believe every lie you told me. And when are you ever going to change? Is this the life i prepared for? No. I want a new life.

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Monday, September 8, 2008

And i was born to tell you i love you.
And i am torn, to do what i have to,
To make you mine, stay with me tonight.

-Your call, Secondhand Serenade-

I never wanted anything
the way that i want you.

But words dont seem to matter,
my words dont seem to matter

Look at me and i can see the lies your running too

But words dont seem to matter,
i rather have you tested and true.

-Tested and true, Secondhand Serenade-

I lose myself in all this fights,
I lose my sense in wrong and right, I cry I cry,

looking from the pain that's in my head,
just want to crawl into my bed
&throw away the life i led,
but i wont let it die, i wont let it die.
But its over, its over, Why is it over?
We had the chance to make it.
Now its over, its over, it can't be over,
I wish that i could take it back.

-Its not over, secondhand serenade-

Yes as you can see. I've been listening to 3 of these songs, and the songs meaning are for 3 different people, You can guess who it is for la k? I really love the first and the last song. I got addicted to secondhand serenade because of the song que ask me to listen to. He gave me It's not over,secondhan sereande. Because of my past broken relationship whatever shit. So yeah, since then i downloaded the whole album of secondhand serenade. I realize all their songs are almost the same. I mean either the melody or something like that. The most greatest melody i ever heard from them is Fall For You. And i only knew that song came out like so long ago. And i've only heard it now. How kuno is that? Yeah it very is. So ignore my old post. It was just something i had to put up because of the stress ive been undergoing. Nothing much happen today. As usual, BM trials and sucks like shit, it was so goddamn hard from all the latest exams, Everyone was complaining about it and saying how hard it was. Oh well, wish for the best. And i was supposed to go to the bazaar today, end up didnt, because i ate earlier then buka puasa time. OOPS! So yeah, anyways, nothing much. Gotta go read ENGLISH now. Take care yea?

-fallen angel-

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