Im gonna cut my hair very soon. Dont know what style, my friend told me to get bangs as in short ones and im like HELL NO, i mean it won't suit me that's for sure. So, heard some bad news and good news today. Good news is that Jack's coming back home tomorrow, so i would see him before i hit off to south africa *maybe*. Bad news, another 15 more days i dont come to school, ill get thrown out of school, only being able to come for my SPM. Must go to school everyday now. Its not say i hate school, i love it. But i can't get up from bed, its damn hard for me, it hurts when i get up too fast and start getting ready but i cn't seem to get up earlier too. But all that has to change, i would have to force myself now.

My internet is FUCKING pissing me off right now. Can't seem to read a important letter from my father, and i can't really stand it anymore. Feel like banging the bloody modem into the wall or something, but i wouldn't have internet for the rest of my life, so that's a NONO. And im actually blogging just to make time faster, so if i write no sense here, im very sorry.

So SPM is very soon eh? And what am i doing? Still wasting my studies time away. God, im so gonna die ain't i? But instead of complaining and whining, i would do something about it. This holidays i won't go out, sit at home, do maths and the subject that im weak on. At least this time i know i tried. I wouldn't feel so bad if i do failed my spm. Anyways, im still dead sick now. I slept like my whole afternoon just now. Supposed to go for a jog, but of course that plan didn't work out. So yeah, i gtg now. Wanna eat my dinner, straving i tell you.

xoxoxo

~fallen angel~