Im not sure of myself.
I really am not.
I dont know what i really want in my life.
I think i know what it is, but im not sure.
Im so scared to turn left,
so scared to turn right.
So scared that one day i would lose my life.
So scared that one day i might just end up crazy
So scared that another guy might hurt me
because of another girl.
So scared when he doesn't reply me back in 10 minutes.
So scared.
I wish i wasn't.
I wish im able to be confident for myself.
I wish i had a guy i dont have to worry about.
I wish i didn't have all this doubts in my mind.
I wish i didn't think that i feel like ending this.
I wish she wasn't in the picture,
but i cannot stop past love.
I dont want to believe the song,
again, i would fall into his trap.
Again, im gonna be the girl crying beside the bed
thinking how fucked up my life is.
I dont want that to happen again
oh please dont let this happen again.
When you say
" No more im gonna let you again"
I really hope you mean it this time.
I cannot go through another day
getting hurt.
ALL OVER AGAIN.
>br>-fallen angel-