As you can see, i've edited my layout. As usual, every two months i would change my layout and this looks kinda cool. Took me 2 hours to do all the changes and make it right this time. HTML is getting cool nowdays especially when you understand it. Learned new tricks too! So i slept for about 8 hours last night cause i was down with a bad fever and vomitting continiously, no idea why. My mum and shawn is down with this fever too. Its just the weather, really sucks nowdays. School on Friday was cool. I was actually doing my maths but didn't understand a dime of it. Its so goddamn hard. Learning i guess. Trials starting next week. So many things bottled in my mind now that i just feel like shouting at someone, but i cant. Instead i'll be as calm as possible.
So i kinda found out some things i didnt really want to know today. But God gave me the brains and the decision to open it so i did. And it wasn't really much of a surprise. I mean who am i kidding? Hes a guy, they always do things like this. Find someone new as soon as possible to just forget about the pass. Sounds so familiar like my ex huh? Yeah, their both not different at all and i just realize it now. So anyways, on thursday night i was outside just sitting down while everyone was sleep and tears came down my eyes and then my bestfriend was there for me when he wasn't. It was shafique by the way. Thanks for all the advice you gave me, i really apprciated it. And yeah because of you, i actually wipe all my tears and watch FRIENDS on astro. Thanks thanks!. Sometimes you really just need someone next to you to boost your confidence up.
Okay, so im gonna private my blog soon i think. Please give me your email if you want to continue reading my BORING blog. hee. The reasons im private-ing it is because i need to really BITCH talk, and bastard talk about someone and i can't really write it now. Because i know that person might read and start saying how childish i am right now. I can't keep this is. I seriously cannot keep it in. Its too bloody hard. So yeah, give me your email. hee =)
I think TAYLOR SWIFT songs are nice. Its really touching. Listen to "should've said No".
And "picture to burn". Its really the type of song i should listen to nowdays.
By the way, merdeka i actually do have plans. I actually thought of staying home because i wanted to show him that you know i would stop hanging out with so many guys all the time but now after finding out that hes AFTER another girl, i might as well have the fun of my life. Why am i the only one grieving over something that is already down the drain and its so obvious you dont care what i do or whatever kan?Do onto others what they do to you. So im gonna have the fun of my life while you start drinking and thinking of memories you actually had with me. You know you'll never get a girl like me, no matter how hard you find baby.
-fallen angel-
♥ 8:53 AM
