Tried to be Sepet. ha
Tried to be REALLY sepet. haa
& This is why i dont smile when i take pictures.
& Why my face looks the same all the time
Sorry haven't been updating lately. Don't really have the mood. Dont know what to write about. Since everyone thinks i write only EMO stuff. No i dont. Okay, maybe most of the time. but heck, it is a blog right? Writing no point things gets boring after a while. Teenagers love the whole drama part of life anyways.
Been staying back at school for two days now. Gonna be going to school the whole week this week. Have to finish up my arts project. It really sucks hell mann. I don't have any creativity & Inspiration for my damn billboard. Its so hard looking at other's one and theirs are like so perfect while mine is like piece of shit. Gonna have to try harder & pay much more attention. Feel like asking teacher to help but then im scared. How pathetic? Yeah, that's me.
School has been a bitch sometimes. i mean not to say anything la, and i know this would be brought up sooner or later in clas. Since alot of people from my class read my blog. But i seriously hate the name BESI. its so fucking irratating. For a while, can laa. After that it really gets on ur bloody nerves. The bloody rod is actually keeping me alive and ya'll can make fun of it. Yes i'm damn sensitive k. And don't ask me questions when you're gonna backfire back at me again okay. U ask, i answer. And then wanna say so many things about the bloody answer. Its irratating you know.
And this is not for ya'll k babes?So, i've been hearing loads of stories about my family tree and stuff. Hahah, i just knew that i was from a royal blood family. But then my grandfather got adopted by someone else because his mum not supposed to have him or something like that. And his father was the KING of Thailand. But i know people wont believe but heck, just write je laa.
Won't be seeing him for the next 3 more days. I think. Depends laa. I feel like not seeing him for maybe like 2 weeks o something. See how it feels to not meet that person as much as you did last time. Maybe then the love would grow more. He always said that. That's why hes all the way in Kay elle Now. And might change to BANGI or something like that la. What kinda college has the hostel in BANGI and the classes in KL. its like waste of time going back&forth right? And he has to stay there for the first sem. Better he just go from subang. Much More closer. I only can message him starting from 8 at night. Only! Well i try laa. Sometimes between his classes he'll message asking where i am. Its kinda sweet he does that. Never use to do that last time. Maybe its different now. Maybe its not. Hes telling everyone that i;m his girlfriend. I dont even know whethere i'm his girlfriend. People come up to me and ask me whether im with him. And my answer is always "Dont know, Its a on-off friendship we have". Some people know the meaning of that. Oh well, whatever it is. Glad someone is loving me again & again & again.
