As if you have a choice.

I'm a girl who ONLY love people who love me
I'm a girl who ONLY love myself & friends
Oh yes, I'm taken, happily, :D

I want you to like me
I wanna have lots of ka-ching $$
I want someone i can really trust
I want my past to be forgotten
I want people to know i'm MIX not malay

Anis Nabilla .
Michelle .
Eshia Kar Mun .
Shafique .
Lily Zahara .
Samira .
Sue Hanie .
Denise Siau .
Farhana K .
Rachael Teng .
Li Anne .
Tevaneea .
Trisha Teo .
Aisyah .
Eleena A .
Juria H .
Tiffany .
Sonia A .
Beauty .
Jack Chan .
Sho Suzuki .
Vanessa .
ModelMaterials .

February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009

It's over and done with. You were the one i fell for over and over again. You were the only i believe every lie you told me. And when are you ever going to change? Is this the life i prepared for? No. I want a new life.

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Wednesday, June 25, 2008

I cant believe you fucking hell LIED to me.

God, i'm just NEVER gonna fucking trust you again.

You're a fucking liar Bitch.

And i fucking hate you.

You're a BITCH, and forever would be the
BIGGEST BITCH
i'll ever know.

I deserve to know the truth.

I deserve the truth.

I deserve to be happy.

I deserve to be cared.

I deserved to be loved.

I deserve to be cared about.

I deserve to be wanted.

I deserve to be "SOMEBODY" to you.

I deserve you're full attention sometimes.

I deserve to be said i love you too and you mean it.

I deserve to be someone in your life that you can't let go off.

I deserve it!!

You didn't tell me anything about this. You know i should know things like this yet its kept from me again, just like everything else. It's always me finding out by myself. Next time dont think i'm so stupid laa. I was a cheater and i was a person that hides everything from my boyfirned okay. I should know how to find things like this. I really didn't WANTED to find anything. But it popped out of my phone. Guess God wanted me to know what really happen. Whatever it is.

I STILL SAYANG YOU& We'll forget this.

As for you,
You get it that i'm the girlfriend now, and you're nothing. Yes, i dont do too well with ex girlfriends, because i had a whole lot of experiences in it. Whatever it is. Just back off, For once. Whether you miss or whatever excuse you got, dont try it all. Because i'll always find out. I'm just lucky i guess. & You know what? I'm not even angry at you, seriously i'm not. Because i know and people have told me alot of times that i have him already. And you don't even have an ounce. There is so many guys out there, why not go bother them instead? I learned to move on with all my ex boyfriends because i realize that i shouldn't be this pathetic girl that keeps on running back all the time. I just wish you would realize that he doesn't care about you anymore. And saying you miss him, ain't gonna make him love you back. You tried it before, it didn't happen. So just accept that fact okay?

Dah la i tgh pms nie, u nak lagi buat i marah. i dah malas nak ckp ape2.. No use anyways..
I got no time for things like this.

-fallen angel-

"maybe i'm being really childish, but whatever laaa"

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