6 things I'm passionate about;
Dance.
Singing in my bathroom.
Money.
Desperate Housewives.
My wife&Kids.
R&B Songs.

6 things I say too often;
Ohmygod.
Kepala buto you laa.
HAHAHA! *meaning laughing too loud*
fuck.
You gotta be kidding me?
Setan pukimak bodoh!

6 books I've read recently;
I dont read much books.
Sorry.
Magazine's count? hee

6 songs I could listen to over & over again;
Always Be My Baby - David Cook.
Tiada Lagi - Amy search.
QuitPlayingGames - BackstreetBoys.
The way that i love - Ashanti
Afterlife - avenged sevenfold.
I gotta go my own way - forgot who.

6 things I learnt for the past year;
Never cut yourself for stupid things.
Its okay to just cry in front of your friends.
Nothing is what it looks like.
Dont trust anyone too fast.
When you get hurt, you can go crazyy.
Never underistimate what a person can really do

6 people to tag;
Anis
Rachael Teng.
Li-anne.
Denise.
Tengku Hani.
Samira.

I got tagged by trisha teo & I just knew about it. So i had something to write about in my blog.
Moving on, i believe that a guy should always act like he cares about the relationship, feels like he doesn't wanna lose that person no matter what. Act as though he doesn't want to hurt that girl no matter what. But nope, guys now days are just so different from all the gentleman i use to hear when i was little. Saying that :

They will treat you as though you're a diamond,
something so valueable, can't be found anywhere else,
and they never wanna lose it cause its so beautiful and so perfect.

Yeah, i used to hear that when i was small from my aunties, my mother. But i realize not everything is what it seems. Maybe yeah, im young. There is still so many guys out there.
But im so lazy to find it again, over&over again. That's why im trying my best to fix this one. I promise to not do alot of things for this relationship. My friend asked me today :

Why are you pushing away everyone else for a guy
that you know you're not gonna marry,
you know he doesn't deserve you're love.

And i said :

Its not whether im gonna marry him or whatever.
But im tired of being the most suckiest girlfriend in the world.

Im so tired of people going. "Damn, she got another boyfriend, 100% it won't work out". Yeah, alot of people seem to do that. But we're moving into four months, and although we did have alot of bumpy roads. But i wanna make it right this time.
And i just want you to help out sometimes. Not put all the pressure on me. I feel as though you're being here because you HAVE to, not you WANT to, Because i tell you to do it. Not because you want to do it. But again, it makes no difference. You dont even read my blog anymore to care how i'm really feeling inside. Whatever.

I feel so tired now days. I can't get up for school. I'm sleeping late cause i'm thinking of the most stupid-est things in the world. Im eating so much nowdays. Not watching my diet at all. Yes, i eat sleep, bath, eat, sleep again. Yeah, not exercising, just laying there like some kinda pig. I want something that i dont have. I want to do so many things but i can't seem to get up and do it.
Yeah yeah, im complaining myself. I know. Its stupid, and no one would listen. I know.

But oh well, i have to write something on my blog right?

Took this in 2006 i think. My sister's annual dinner.
Shawn&Me.