Hello.

By the time you read this, i think i'll be on a plane off to swine flu land, (china). Will be there for two weeks, visiting my father for college payments, he doesn't want to send that much money to malaysia, scared it might end up in timbucktwo. So i'll be spending two weekends there, scarrrryyy, Daddy says there's a indoor swimming pool next door, oh, i can't wait to go there daddy, serrrious! LOL. I'm so sarcastic. Okay, read below.

Eshia, im gonna miss you, dont worry time will fly very very fast, its only two weeks not two years, don't worry. I sayang you and will miss you very much and i hope i hear good news about the man in your life, please dont hurt urself or kill urself. control the outcome of your life sayang. Love ya very very much.

Lesbo, I sayang you very much too, after your exams please go back to books, no more clubbing clubbing cause you dont have me anymore, N-O-B-O-D-Y goes clubbing without MUUUUAAA. Lol. So yeah, i hope i don't hear any bad news from you whatever so ever, Going to miss you very much and thanks for following me to the airport. =)

Ze Boyfriend, I love you, you know i love you very much, i'm gonna trust you even though its very very hard, but im gonna trust you and i'm gonna miss you a whole lot. Love you so much baby.

In another 12 hours, i'll be in china land, lol. =)

I won't be able to blog because there cannot read i tried it already so yeah. will miss everyone.. muuuuaaaahhhhhhhhhhxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.........

-fallen angel-

It's not arrange properly, The end is on top so yeah.
Barclub @ Heritage Row.

The excitement of the day,
Michelle won the best skanky school girl dress, got a bottle of champagne free. Jack got tipsy because he downed champagne, and michelle didn't get to touch it also, and eshia got grab by to many guys to count and she was the first to go down from the finalist of skanky school girls. Lol.
That was surprising.

Jack wearing my glasses. Nerd I know.

Me & Ling dancing on the stage thingy nearby the dancefloor.

Dj monkey rocking the house, he still has the best songs.

Me, Jack, Ling, Champagne, Will.i.am

Had to show off moves for 4 seconds. Michelle.

This is my total outfit. Weird i know.

Eshia.

Ling, she bought the skirt on that day itself, RM65. lol

Mamak session.

Jack On the pole. He sticks there.

Three mama cias. No idea what that means.

My 4 seconds. =)

Eshia's 4 seconds.

Me & Eshia.

Three of us before the dancing started.

Ling & Will.i.am.

-fallen angel-

I'm in my room.
Laptop on top of me while its charging, freaking hot.

Nothing much to write since eshia haven't uploaded the barclub pictures. It was a fun day. My boyfriend got abit tipsy because he downed champagne, and you know you should never ever down champagne, its like downing wine, and wine is much more worst then any liquor *since someone realized my mistake, i change it* in the world, but yeah, he did it and so i had to sober him up by making him laugh with stupid stupid jokes at the mamak. It worked alright. Anything can make him laugh anyways. =)

The boyfriend was supposed to sleep over today since its my last weekend here, but he says tomorrow, so nevermind, tomorrow it shall be. I just came home, hunged out with que, lily, caped just now. Arrived at some cc at 15, watched them play games then headed off to ac, lost in foosball and pool, god, i hate you que, i swear to god im gonna cut off your hands one day!!

Another story, i dont mind hanging out with ur "girl" friends and your close to them and you barely pay any attention to me cause its been so long since you met them and stuff like that, but please bare in my mind how i can be when im angry or not in the mood, you should know my mood swings, and you should take care of me FIRST, before thinking about anyone else, or not why would i even be there next to you? Better i hang out with my mother.. She's more cooler then anyone else around.. Just want to point out some things that are bothering my mind.

I miss you but you don't care.
Its okay, as usual, im hurting but i choose not to show it.

Must be wondering why i haven't sleep yet right? Oh well, my sleeping hours are totally off nowdays.. Sleeping when people are awake, and awake when people are asleep. Its tiring but i.can't.sleep!. I dont even know why i can't just close my eyes and sleep!

I'm not really happy with Manchester United toda, because they only won because they were home, i think they should have had at least one goal, won't look like such a loser then but what to do, still am a fan of MANCHESTER.UNITED and forever will be. I guess im'ma gonna watch some youtube now.

-Fallen Angel-

Barclub @ Heritage row,
jalan doraisamy tonight.

Gonna be there rocking with the best skanky school clothes and the best clubbing girlfriends in the world and ze boyfriend, which is the coolest, because he allows me to dance on the bar? o.O

Hahaha, so yeah will be there, invited my friends since today is the last weekend i'll be here, but no one that excited or important for them to leave everything for me, its okay, no probs, im used to it baby..

See ya soon with pictures.

Loves.

You know you can't live without friends.

And you can't live without that special companion that is there every minute of the way and striving you to be the best you can be in everything that you do.

Not forgetting yourself, the person that needs to believe to give the best outcome in life. To stay in line and to be strong, never fall down, never go to high, be as ordinary as you can to be the best human in your lifetime

And of course, to the mother you brought you into this world. Fed you, Stuck through everything, the first person you tell everything too, the first person that would help no matter what, the first person that is there with you through up and downs. I'm sorry mother that i didn't bring you for the best meals in the country or the best mother and daughter day out. But know that i love you, and dont worry we have a surprise for your birthday. Three sisters, at last getting together, this is gonna be for the best. Yes, my mother's birthday is in another 3 more days, how tiring is it to have a mother's day gift and also a present. But she doesn't like her birthday that much because it reminds her of how old she is, but no matter what, she's still young as ever and i love you mum.

Yours Sincerely, Nicole Aldeth Main

So, im up.

Mum woke me up cause she wanted to tell a story about the lady that is renting the room downstairs, i get her room! yeay! Always wanted that room. Because she's not willing to payRM200. Is RM200 that much? Come on, economy dropping okay, other people need money too.

So, im leaving to china soon. 22 MAY 2009 people!. No one wanna visit me first? Cehh, so full of myself, i know no one would bother come visit me. I'm particially scared because of the swine flu but my dad said we won't be getting out of the house so i'll just be stuck at home. After i come back which is 6th of june, going to get enrolled in Taylor's University College.

Scary

But what to do? Have to go to college someday. Can't be mopping at home all the time, that's what my dad told me.

I'm just here to remind i have another blog ya know? but its private, so please ask me if you want to see it, yea?

and also to a girl that has a barbie doll haircut bangs, please do not go back with the asshole. please i beg you. he has done too many bad things, one good thing won't fix things as they were, please dont be stupid once again E. Love ya much.

Thats about it.

Fallen Angel

Today was rather surprising hanging out with ze boyfriend.

Conversation.

: I'll bring you to a&w if only you answer me 5 questions, honestly.

o.O

Just when i was about to finish the question

=)

LOL

Come on la b, jom la gie makan a&w, so yeah, we went there and talked more stupid stuff and came home, and now im here.

Weird conversation i know, but it was enough to make me smile. hehe. I sayang you banyak2.

-Fallen Angel-

I told you i'll be back soon to talk about the victory of my Manchester United Babies.

I. WILL. MARRY. HIM. ONE. DAY. IN HEAVEN.

Told you, by the way, my baby boy bought for me the jersey, how cool is that? He used his own money and bought me something he didn't like.. AWW, so sweet. I wear it to all of my husband's game. i'm so full of myself
.

And, you can never mess with jack when he's watching football, this was the first 15 minutes when J.S Park Scored, he was piiiiiiissssssssssssssseeeeeeeeedddddddddd off right eshia?

So she was my date for the night since my boyfriend to in the game and getting angry much more when manchester united scores, i just stayed away as much as i can. lol. The most funniest conversation

Eshia : First, i choose to support arsenal, now i change to manchester united la

"The camera shows fabregas"

>Eshia : Ohmygod, but fabregas is sooooo fucking hot, how can i do this to him?

Nicole : Ohmygod, eshia, PICK ONE ALREADY

Some unknown guy said "CHAK" for some reason. So i started bothering eshia all the time with "

CHAK CHAK CHAK CHAK CHAK"

Eshia : Shut up!

Nicole : CHAK!

Lol, the most funniest mann, and then the next day she had to work, i used to rmbr those days, mann, it was tiring, but she survived it. Lol.

Yours sincerely, fallen angel

Yes i can be happy when you make me happy. When you dont keep things from me. When i dont have to find out from some other people what you kept from me. Although its your fault, what you say to me? You say " dont get angry with me, its not my fault, i just did it, and i forgot to tell you". You forgot? You said you search for me but you couldn't find me? What the fuck bullshit is that crap that's mark on your fucking forehead.. You dont want to show anything to me. You just want me to not trust you even more. You just want somehow somethings your way when i do EVERYTHING, AND I MEAN EVERYTHING YOUR WAY!!