Happy Eleventh Month Sayang.

It wasnt the best anniversary, but we'll fix it later. I love you more and more each day even if it means i dont get nothing out it it. Its okay. I dont mind. Sometimes both have to play the game like my friend said, but its okay, i'll keep it shut because i dont want to lose you. Not ever again.

Nope, im not happy today.

-fallen angel-

Hello everyone.

Yup, yup.. Still very much missing. Been trying to find a job. No luck there i guess. Might work with my sister, but thats a whole new story. I got not much time to talk about my daily life.. Everything seems fine. No more dramatic girl. Well, sometimes i do cry at night in my room for no reasons at all. Maybe sometimes you just need to cry.

Hope everyone out there is fine. Happy chinese new year.

Hope my daddy is fine. i love you.

=) Guess this is it. Will be back soon. muax.

-fallen angel-

Models : Nicole.
Photographer: Eshia Kar Mun.

Models: Lee Suet Ling & Eshia Kar Mun.
Photographer : Nicole.
Remarks : My MasterPiece.

Model : Lee Suet Ling.
Photographer: Eshia Kar Mun.
Remarks : The legs you would want...

Model : Eshia Kar Mun.
Photographer: Lee Suet Ling.

Model : Nicole.
Photographer: Eshia Kar Mun.

Model : Lee Suet Ling & Nicole.
Photographer : Like, duh. Eshia Kar Mun.
Remarks: Yes i know it looks utterly wrong..

Model : Eshia Kar Mun & Nicole.
Photographer : Lee Suet Ling.
Remarks: The best.

Lovez, Fallen Angel.

There will be more coming your way. I see the way you're looking, and thinking. And you know what, tell your brains to fuck off and die. Its called fun. Not being slutty. Thank you very much.

To you, Don't try to smash someone else's Job Line just because you have the chance too.

First day, and i miss my babylove..

And one more, you make me calm, blue topman shirt.. =)

I guess your waiting for updates eh? Oh well, i can't give long long ones. Except.

I'm dissapointed in you. I'm sad with you. And i wish you didn't have to do that.

That goes to three people i dearly adore and love but today, i had enough.

I'm currently at my lesbian partner house. On the computer, at 1:05am. While she's reading the book. Gossip girls. Today was supposed to be a girl's night in. But then, "someone" cannot make it. ESHIA KAR MUN!!!. Nevermind, its okay. I'll never forgive you but its okay. haha. Just some pictures i thought of putting up for the fun of memories. Thanks for coming while my blog is dead though. I'll be back on my daily routine end of the month.

Oh by the way, my boyfie is going to langkawi tomorrow. Hope you have a safe flight there baby. I'll miss you banyak banyak. Sangat sangat. Don't come back with another wife or girl. And don't come back with bad news. I sayang you. I love you. I will miss you.

Sleep over starting. Yes, this was taken 5 minutes ago.

Me on the computer. hee =)

The day it all started. My experienced girl.

My insomnia pet brother.

Long time ago.

My bee-yatch'z

Sunway Pyramid. New year's eve.

My baby, Ling

My New House.
And My Nephew taking picture while i was clearing my mind.

You know how much i adore you?
Very very much babylove..

My everything. My love. My all.

Hey everyone.

Okay, im not literally back yet. My internet is not on again. I have to wait a month. But i guess i've been away for quite some time, so i need to blog out some things. 2009 was a change, it is a change, still is a change. So many things happen in 2008 i can't even list them down. But when i look back, i dont regret on the things i have done. But learn to be someone new, and i have DEFENITLY grew into something new. Oh well. Things happen.

I love my life. I like it the way it is. I dont like change in life. Today, i met a old friend, i asked him the first hour i lepak with him. I ask how much have i change since the last time he saw me. And he said not that much, but people do change somehow or another. Okay, fine. Maybe i've change from the going to church almost every single day. To clubbing and drinking. NO DRUGS. But other stuff, that spoils your daily life too. But i dont regret doing all this stuff. Its something you have to experience to know what is it about. Just once and im done.

So, one mistake i did in life was not being careful. Can't help it. I never stopped myself for anything. I let whatever take me through whatever river. I never look back and think. And yesterday was the first day, i didn't do anything, i lay down and i thought back on all the old times. Where i used to bring people to church, now people are bringing me to church. Where i used to tell people, dont need to date la, just be single, you'll be happy, now, people are telling me that instead. Alot of things are different. Some people understand. Some people dont.

So 2009 no new resolutions. Because i didn't do any of my resolutions last year. I fucked up all of it. So this year, no resolutions except loosing weight of course. Which that also MIGHT BE a no no.

It felt nice meeting people for once. Curve on new years, was great. I feel like im bonding more with other people then just sticking at home. As my friend said i should start going out more. Stop locking myself in the room. I would do that after i do something, maybe. Oh well.

That's it about me i guess. Dont know when im gonna write somemore. But sooner or later i guess. By the way, my boyfriend (jack a.k.a asyraf) and i are happily together, at last. We have went through so much, but we're building each other trust. Hes doing all he can. Me too, i hope so. Im glad i finally reach here. How long i took, how many mistakes i did. I finally reach here. Where i know i wont go back down the road of sadness & depression anymore. Be happy for me. Thanks

-Till next time, fallen angel-