Now tell me what are we? Tell me what we used to have was actually something and it shudn't have been thrown away. Tell me that. Now you finally realize what you lost. After months of me waiting like a doll. After months of crying because you were cheating behind my back. After months of sheer sadness and tears coming down my eyes every night. Now tell me what are you doing in the middle of the night? Now you know how it feels like to be push aside and to be left alone.. Now you know how it feels to be cheated on, to be taken advantage of. Now you know.

I never meant to do these kinda things to you. I never meant for us to part like this. I never meant for you to read the messages a new guy send. But this is what God wants. Its just called karma. And there's nothing you can do about it now. Maybe as time pass by there is still hope. But for me now, there is nothing i feel. I love you, yes i do. But my heart doesn't linger for your presence anymore. I've been pushed,slapped,crying,cutting,depress,taken advantage of, used. There is only a small part my life and my heart can take. I'm sorry.

-fallen angel-