This is so the wrong thing to do. I love you. I do like so much. I need you. I have never felt this happy in my life before. I have never met such a nice guy like you. Yet somehow or another, i can't push everything away and just give myself to you. Im scared of commitment now. Im scared because of the mistakes i have done over and over again. I know what i did would be a regret in my life sooner or later, but this is the best. I dont wanna hurt you anymore. I dont want to see you weak. I dont want to be the cause of your tears.
I love you i really do. I wish i can start something with you. But its too fast. Everything is moving too fast.
I just need to be alone. For some time.
xoxo.
-Nicole Aldeth Main-
♥ 11:17 PM