As if you have a choice.

I'm a girl who ONLY love people who love me
I'm a girl who ONLY love myself & friends
Oh yes, I'm taken, happily, :D

I want you to like me
I wanna have lots of ka-ching $$
I want someone i can really trust
I want my past to be forgotten
I want people to know i'm MIX not malay

Anis Nabilla .
Michelle .
Eshia Kar Mun .
Shafique .
Lily Zahara .
Samira .
Sue Hanie .
Denise Siau .
Farhana K .
Rachael Teng .
Li Anne .
Tevaneea .
Trisha Teo .
Aisyah .
Eleena A .
Juria H .
Tiffany .
Sonia A .
Beauty .
Jack Chan .
Sho Suzuki .
Vanessa .
ModelMaterials .

February 2008
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December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
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It's over and done with. You were the one i fell for over and over again. You were the only i believe every lie you told me. And when are you ever going to change? Is this the life i prepared for? No. I want a new life.

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

"Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you"

David Archuletta - Im just a little too not over you.

Hey, im back. And i dont know what to say. I think i lost all my mojo in blogging. I have no mood to blog at all. I come back home from school and im straight to the bed, sleep till late night. And then i stare at the computer, without switching it on. Feel tired. Back to the room to study. Wake up wee hours in the morning, and my head is in the books. Yes, Books. So im sorry for not updating so long. Just been a buzy hectic day. Im supposed to be sleeping now. But i know i'll be wasting my sleeping hours when i can do something useful. So yeah.

Alot of things have been happening this week. Only the people really close to me knows whats going on. Its nothing new. But it can't be kept in. So, im sorry to the person that has to hear the same thing all the bloody time. I feel like meeting a new friend so i can tell all new secrets too. But that person would get annoyed again too. Oh well, im just crapping right now..

Fucking stupid commercial bullshit thingy. After 5 months fucking not paying me. The bloody agent calls me and tells me he needs me on wednesday to do a new shooting, because the manager doesn't like one part. What the fuck? I can't fucking say anything.. Cause he would start adviving and bla bla shit, like he knows a fucking shit about my life. Which YOU DONT! FYI!. fucking bastard. Ohmygod, im so annoyed with you and your stupid commercial. I dont like being treated like this. Not anymore.

As goes for you mister. You and your fucked up girlfriend can go to hell. Seriously. Get a life. Dont treat me like im a small kid that you can bully around like usual. You wanna call and tell me to stop bothering you. get your fucking facts right first. Cause everything she tells you and everything that is happening is fucking bullshit. Dont scold me for things i never do. Again, i got better things to do then to mess with your
PATHETIC.LOSER.LIFE.SERIOUSLY!

Four more papers. 2 subjects. Two weeks till its over. 2 weeks till my birthday/non 10 months anniversary And i already dont have the mood for anything. Why? Why dont i have the mood for anything anymore. Studying blues i guess. My dog is being a bastard. Asshole. Stop bothering me. Retard.

-fallen angel-

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