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LIGHT UP, LIGHT UP.
CHOOSE a place to hide.

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I'm a girl who ONLY love people who love me
I'm a girl who ONLY love myself & friends
Oh yes, I'm taken, happily, :D

strike out.

I want you to like me
I wanna have lots of ka-ching $$
I want someone i can really trust
I want my past to be forgotten
I want people to know i'm MIX not malay

hearts talking.



another life.

Anis Nabilla .
Michelle .
Eshia Kar Mun .
Shafique .
Lily Zahara .
Samira .
Sue Hanie .
Denise Siau .
Farhana K .
Rachael Teng .
Li Anne .
Tevaneea .
Trisha Teo .
Aisyah .
Eleena A .
Juria H .
Tiffany .
Sonia A .
Beauty .
Jack Chan .
Sho Suzuki .
Vanessa .
ModelMaterials .

my days, not yours.

February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009

Quotes.

It's over and done with. You were the one i fell for over and over again. You were the only i believe every lie you told me. And when are you ever going to change? Is this the life i prepared for? No. I want a new life.

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Sunday, November 9, 2008

Hello blogger.
Im back.

After the weekend, i feel so very tired. Been up from 4 in the morning till like 2 pm. Then sleep, then go out then come back again, then study again under this bright yellow light. I was alone for two days. So that's good. I could concentrate much more. And i had iffah's note. "Sorry babe".
So, my study group peeps are pissed off with me because i didn't tell them i was going to my hometown. And i didn't bring my charger. So my fon was off most of the time. And when i switch it on for a while, there was already 16 missed calls. But i couldnt reach anyone cause well its off so yeah. Came back here just now around 5 pm, then charge my fon and full of messages saying they miss me and where the hell am i. Hahha, my bad la babes.. =))

So "Its" less then 48 hours. Im scared. Yes now its finally hitting me. This is where everything starts. This is where you know where your life is gonna end up. Well actually in march, but still. Same thing. This is where you find out whether your a winner or a loser. Im pretty much both. My dad called just now. He told me this.

"Nicole, no matter what happens after the results come back, remember i still love you for what you are and what you will become. Just try your hardest. As long as i know you did your best and gave it 100%, its good enough. You know im not the type of father that would push you to do anything. I never did that. You decide what you want in life. You want me to help, i'll be there. But the rest is up to you and what you want in L.I.F.E. Do your best baby.

My mum?

Lets just say shes always there for me no matter what..

I realize alot of parents are the type that pushes their daughter or son to be what THEY want them to be. But not mine, i guess sometimes i do feel lucky having them as my parents. Maybe my mum was right, i always took advantage of what they gave me as parents. I love you, mum and dad.

All my friends are here for me.

Their building my confidence up one percent to another. He's here for me. Although the other one isn't. But i dont blame him anymore. Its not his fault. Its mine. And its okay. My dad wasn't happy to hear some stuff that happen to me "recently" if you know what i mean. He said "its gonna be a regret if you're gonna continue what you hated last time, dont put yourself in this position, you know you as my girl, you deserve better". And yeah i do. You think you're so great? Think again..

That's it i guess.

-fallen angel-

"Thanks friends.
SPM candidates, lets do it.
Lets give the best that we never did,
Move forward and never look back,
Do your best and never forget.,


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