So, its 7:15am now. Off to school. I think gerak gempur (forensics) are starting today. Im not really sure. Oh well, All i know is i haven't even read a single bit. Mann, Im so dead la wehh.. So yeah, just now about 3 am. My friend gave me the shocka my life.. I swear to god i felt like killing him cause i was just about to go to sleep. Damn! So yeah, he was infront of my house and he said sorry and stuff like that. When i open the door, he showed a smily face. Stupid FOOL. So, i hugged him and then i cooked sausages and eggs. He didnt eat any. Bloody FOOL. Then, my pet brother got emo on me i think.. Cause of some things i said about this anonymous guy that came over.. Im sorry dear.. Well i was really surprise. He came all the way from negeri sembilan. No one really did that for me.. Coming from so far just to say sorry. Awwww~ You are so sweet. Thanks. Then he had to go home at 4 am. Cause my mum said i needed S-L-E-E-P.

After that, i was texting "somebody". I confessed everything to him. How i felt. Like everything. And he said some too. Aww, hes so sweet. But i know he wont be mine. Oh well. There's other fishes in the sea. Just need to find the right goddamn fish!. My friend asked me that day "What do you if you love someone you know you can't get?". And all i had to say is " Dont give up". You know why? Cause something that's hard to get is worth the work. So yeah, Just dont give up sayang.. I won't give up too. I love you too god damn much.. But i know my limits of course. Well, i got over my ex boyfriend quite fast eh? Actually im not even over him.. Im still on off with him.. All that's going through my mind is what a slut am i. BUT, im not sleeping with anybody.. That's a A+. Okay, im crapping too much.. Off to school...

Toodles..

-fallen angel-

♥ 7:10 AM