You know sometimes you feel like you have done you're best but its still not good enough so you hope for something good to come your way. But its never going too unless you make it happen.

People ask me "Why this time you make it sound like its really the end?.

This is why.

Sometimes you feel as though you can fix things. You can always try to make this better then before. You forgive his mistakes, you forgive his lying, you forgive his beating, his drinking, his bad flaws, his hanging out with other girls more then you. He chats with a ex girlfriend and never tells you about it. He lies when he say he loves you. All that, you push away because you always had this tiny place in your heart that tells you " Everything is gonna be fine, just have a little HOPE&FAITH". Always, im telling you. Its always gonna be there. So you start saying, yeah, lets give it one last shot, and you do it over&over again without even thinking and realizing where you actually stand your ground. Then,