I'd take another chance,
Take a fall, take a shot for you.
I need you like a heart needs a beat,
But it's nothin' new.
I loved you with a fire red,
Now it's turnin' blue
And you say
Sorry, like an angel
Heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize.
It's too late.
I said it's too late to apologize.
It's too late.

Apologize is literally my favourite song now. After not hearing it for like a thousand years, suddenly it came on my mind today, and the lyrics just seem to right nowdays to me. We're always fighting, we say start fresh, start everything from beginning. I pay forgive fast, but i never FORGET fast, and its hard after having more of bad memories then good memories. After breaking up for stupid reasons. After one day saying you love me the next day saying you never did and you lied the whole time. Ohmygod, i can't believe im still in this position. I can't believe im still here, and i can never walk out, no one is standing behind me on this. Its for me to do it for myself and it gets harder and harder by the day. The worried-ness grows stronger each day on each of us. The trust goes up and then goes back down again. The love is becoming lower then the ground. Why we still bother to be here? Why we still bother to say the three words when we might not even mean it. Im stuck here again, and i can never live unless something drastic happens to me.

If only i had a second chance to live life, i would do it so differently.

I would never give my heart to someone that won't appreciated it.

-fallen angel-