As if you have a choice.

I'm a girl who ONLY love people who love me
I'm a girl who ONLY love myself & friends
Oh yes, I'm taken, happily, :D

I want you to like me
I wanna have lots of ka-ching $$
I want someone i can really trust
I want my past to be forgotten
I want people to know i'm MIX not malay

Anis Nabilla .
Michelle .
Eshia Kar Mun .
Shafique .
Lily Zahara .
Samira .
Sue Hanie .
Denise Siau .
Farhana K .
Rachael Teng .
Li Anne .
Tevaneea .
Trisha Teo .
Aisyah .
Eleena A .
Juria H .
Tiffany .
Sonia A .
Beauty .
Jack Chan .
Sho Suzuki .
Vanessa .
ModelMaterials .

February 2008
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January 2009
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April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009

It's over and done with. You were the one i fell for over and over again. You were the only i believe every lie you told me. And when are you ever going to change? Is this the life i prepared for? No. I want a new life.

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Sunday, August 17, 2008

As you can see, i went out yesterday. To asia cafe, first with my sister to 19 for a dinner, they were talking about my commercial, and well i wont get paid till next month so whatever la. I have to wait i guess. This holidays is gonna be so boring. So yeah, asye took me from 19 and we headed off to asia cafe. And yeah, lepak there for three hours, i didn't win any game of pool. Damn sad mann. Im getting worst, all my shots all lucky je as pacad said, W-T-V. haha, so yeah. after that went to silva to makan2 and then i saw fatcat's so called new handphone, so took pictures la ape lagi kan? Nahhh....

Of course me first.! =) HAHA

Me & My very very good friend shafique.
Cool kan nama dia? haa =)

I dont know la what's fatcat doing. haha

Yup, stupid shots again. haha. Shafiq won this one la weh,
Serious i couldn't stop laughing when i saw this.

Lagi2. hee

Them both. Awww, chomeylnya!

The usual, smokers. like duuuuh..

So i didn't take any pictures with asye and pacad, sebab dorang duduk depan i. So far, and i was too lazy to jump around like a mad woman and taking pictures. Dah la our table was the most noisy people like ever. So yeah, sorry tak ambik.. But i got old pictures of me and asye yang i tak letak. Lupa2. Jap, i letak skrg. hahaha.

We actually tak main foosball kan asye? ahha
Sajer je diri sane. boooddoohhzzz. hahaha

Hehehe, suka2. =D

I abit bengkok kan? Ohmygod, giler obvious.
Ala, whatever laa.

So anwyays, im gonna be missing for about 4 to 5 days i think. Because going over to my sister's house. Today is just not a good day, i hope i dont end up drunk. But i feel like drinking a whole lot, and no one is gonna stop me. Not even you, babylove. Because you just can't. I wont listen to a word you say anymore. And you told me if i do anything stupid to myself you won't forgive me and you won't ever talk to me right? Well maybe i want that to happen, so i dont mind doing it now. BUT, i wont. Im not going to put my life as a burden for my hurt now. Im just gonna lay it cool and just be happy and just try to forget about everything that ever happen to us, because it was all just B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T. I should have never listen to you're words, to you're songs, to you're sorry-ness. I should have just N-E-V-E-R listen to it. Please just leave me alone dah k. I dont want to do this anymore. I dont want someone who doesn't know whether he loves me or not. I just do not want that anymore.

God, okay. i got that off my chest. Hmm, i hope this is just the right thing to do. I hope you're gonna be happy with her. She deserves you, and shes THE ONLY ONE that can make you happy. What i have done with you, what i have given you its not even enough to make you happy. So im done trying..

toodles for 5 days, take care, miss me.

Lovez xoxo.

-fallen angel-

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