What is depression?
Teenage depression isn’t just bad moods and occasional melancholy. Depression is a serious problem that impacts every aspect of a teen’s life. Left untreated, teen depression can lead to problems at home and school, drug abuse, self-loathing—even irreversible tragedy such as homicidal violence or suicide.

Signs of depression for a teen:
Sadness or hopelessness
Irritability, anger, or hostility
Tearfulness or frequent crying
Withdrawal from friends and family
Loss of interest in activities
Changes in eating and sleeping habits

Because of the very real danger of suicide, teenagers who are depressed should be watched closely for any signs of suicidal thoughts or behavior. The warning signs include:
Talking or joking about committing suicide.
Saying things like, “I’d be better off dead,” “I wish I could disappear forever,” or “There’s no way out.”
Speaking positively about death or romanticizing dying (“If I died, people might love me more”).
Writing stories and poems about death, dying, or suicide.
Engaging in reckless behavior or having a lot of accidents resulting in injury.
Giving away prized possessions.
Saying goodbye to friends and family as if for good.
Seeking out weapons, pills, or other ways to kill themselves

Just felt like clearing that out of my throat. Found out some in the internet, and some i put in myself. Nope, im not having this problem. But its kinda cool to read things like this.

Anyways, the real reason i wanted to blog is to say this:

You think you so cool la now. Wanna belanja people starbucks, wanna say this wanna say that. Grow up la, when you don't have a boyfriend you disturb this guy. When you do, its like you turn off yourself like that. Weh, im not angry or pissed off at you, i got no reasons to. But girls like you should seriously just get a life. I freaking hate girls like you. You think just because you young, smart and look like a matsalleh, you get whatever you want la kan. Ah, whatever la. Go to hell. Im sorry i said this, really just had to get it off my chest. Not like you read my blog so im fine with it. Yes, sometimes im really childish. I just say things i want to say without thinking what im saying and this bullshit comes out, and its just for you DAR-LING.

-fallen angel-