Pissing off Day.
Technically im not pissed at all la. But just bengang. Went to school today, yes i did. & everyone was talking about the SCORE A BM SEMINAR. I totally forgot about it but i didnt tell anyone cause i knew they would say its an excuse. Ohmygod, sumpah i lupa sial.. I dont know how i can forget but anyways i did. So moving on, it was a fun seminar as they said. SMKUSJ4 got 4 cups for some stuff laa.. Got my english paper back today. Got 68. Mann, this is like damn bad for me laa. I thought i could at least get a2. I'm gonna so die. But i'm gonna try harder next time. I'm bengang because "someone" got higher then me. God, she doesn't even pay attention in class. She doesn't give a damn about anything. She thinks she's so hot which she is just a piece of shit. And she gets higher then me. Wtf mann? Whatever laa. So gonna try harder. I'm gonna beat her, dont worry, just wait&see.
I found out something last night that just made me jump up&down with joy, happiness, and ohmygod, i was like so relieved. But sorry i can't tell. My good friend gave me a somewhat lecture on the things i've done in life. Well i can say everyone has been lecturing me the same thing and yeah, this time i am different okay. I'm not gonna be as stupid as last time. I think.
Came back from school, message baby <3>. Was pissed off with him like the whole day. First he was supposed to wake me up at 5:30AM. Cause i wanted to finish up my art project. He went to his friends house around 3 something. Told me he'll be back in a while. "tertido skit" at his friend's house. So he didnt wake up in time to come to my house to wake me up. Then he came over around 6 something. Started apologizing and all. I didn't give a fuck. Didn't care at all. Didn't even bother to look at his face. Yeah, im like that when i'm pissed. I just don't look. Cause i look scary when i'm angry. I swear to God. Well scary to me la. So,told him to go home. He did. And then i got ready for school. Was messaging him on the way to school. Around 8 something he didn't reply me already. So must have been he slept for a while. Thinking he might wake up at 9 something to go for his driving thingy. But he didnt. Again, that made me pissed off. Then came back from school, called him, he was still sleeping. OF COURSE!, He was supposed to fetch me from school. But sleeping is much more important. Especially when you're out the whole night till 6 something. Next time can use you're bloody brains ar? You know you got a important day the next day, still want to go out. Have fun. How much fun you need in a day? Weekends, go all the way to ampang. Thursday, Go clubbing. DAMN, NO BRAINS LA WEHH!!
I know he won't read this, that's why i'm pretty much really open. fuck it laa. No point getting so angry. No difference
"breath in & out"
Moving on,
Pn azlita gave me another chance on my arts paper. I'm so behind on everything. I have to catch up like so much. But i'm gonna try my best to do as good as everyone else. Try really hard, as usual. I dont really chat that much on msn nowdays. Everyone seems to be missing. Anis is buzy with her school work. My boyfriend working all the time. Hanie, xpenah nampak you online pown!! Tevaneea, i know you're having problems but i can't seem to see you online to even ask the problems. I miss Suet Ling. She supposed to come on saturday, she couldn't make it. Oh well, its okay. Guess its just school life again, starting up. Holidays, everyone will be close again i guess. hee.
Guess that's it.
Force + Pressure = Pleasure
"STUPID inside joke"
-fallen angel-