As if you have a choice.

Monday, June 30, 2008

Taking a picture before i left. haaa

Him smoking after eating.

The day out.

Surprisingly, i only took two pictures before i didn't have time to take pictures while we were walking around and stuff like that. Felt like we had too many pictures already. So the camera was OFF today. Anyways, he came around 3 something. Then drove all the way to sunway pyramid. Didn't take that much time to find a parking, surprisingly. But there was ALOT of people. So yeah, went to the movies first. To get our tickets, Get Smart at 6.30. It was so funny getting the tickets. The guy was like asking how many people. And Jack said two. Then he said couple seat? I'm like yeaah. I didn't hear it as first. As soon as i saw the price RM44.00. I was like "wait2, no2, Just the normal seats*". Then he was like are you sure? I'm like yeaah...
In my head going, "Why does he have to ask the question "areyousure?". Anyways, going on. We had 2 a half hours to do something. So we went to DELI'S NASI LEMAK. He wanted to try to nasilemak there. I just ate the normal nasi lemak. He ate his one with rendang chicken or something like that. He ate fast. And as usual when he eats fast, he gets stomach pain. I told him for sure he would get. He was like "No,no i won't get". 10 minutes later, he was complaining about what? "stomach pain of course". I'm so smart sometimes. So we went outside, he needed a smoke as usual. After makan, always have to smoke. So yeaah.

Da picture above is him smoking by the way. From the new sing of sunway pyramid. We had to walk all the way to the ice skating ring and go outside from there and smoke. Because he wanted to see the view of sunway lagoon. BUT it was raining, so there was NO ONE to look at. No girls in bikini. No hot matsaleh guys. Ceh2.

So yeah, went for the movie. It was funny, like damn funny. At one point i laughed damn hard until he was giving me this " jgn la gelak cam tu" look. Didn't care. I laugh weird sometimes, i know. He laughs even louder. I'm not that bad. The only one laughing sometimes. The audience wasn't all that great. On funny parts, they don't laugh that much. The not funny parts, they laugh like HYENA. I don't get the joke, but they do. Oh well, different people, different opinions. So in the middle of the movie, there were some calls from his working place and all. Then i asked him whether he was working today. He was like "yeah, at 8pm b". I'm like WHAT THE HECK? its like going to be 8 soon. And you say you're working. And the movie is not even half yet. Then he said, last daay. So i can go in anytime he wants. Yeaaa riiteeeee.. He's father's company maaa. he saidd..

So around 8 30 the movie finished. Rushed out. All the way to the car. Three guys sitting down at the side were looking at me. Then when they saw jack they gave the "OHMYGOD, shes with that guy" kinda look. Then jack saw too. He was like "xleh pandang tempat lain". But he only had the guts to say it to me. hahah. So stupid. So yeah, rushed home. He send me home. hanged out for a bit. then he left for work. Now he's there having his farewell party with his friends from his working place. Oh well, I'm tired. Tomorrow got school.

"It was a fun day, but it wasn't perfect as it should be, nothing is anymore"

-fallen angel-

♥ 1:30 AM

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Oh. I forgot to write this down. Silly silly Me.

Tomorrow is my
4 month anniversary
with
Muhammad jackie a.k.a asyraf.

I come up with weird names, i know.

Anyways, wish meee!

-fallen angel-

♥ 8:39 PM

27th of June.

Had a acoustic night at padang futsal 11, But we went to haziq razta's bbq reunion. Had to pay RM20. I got in with RM10. hahah, Its because i didn't eat much. Good enough la. So anyways, went there, started listening to techno songs, yadayadayada.
Around 11 something, me, matt&jack thought of crashing the acoustic night party. Technically not crashing also laa. Just go see see. There was damn alot of people. I didn't even know who was there and who was not. But i saw a number of people i knew. Lisa, thevanesh, jeswena, anissa, mus. Allott laa. We came before the last band was played. Everyone was like on their way home already. Everyone looked so dead&tired. I think jack was the only ethusiastic guy to sing along.
Sometimes. So around 11, close to 12. Went back to haziq's bbq again. Everyone was inside the house, just hanging around. So we went inside too. He started dancing. It was damn funny. I couldn't stop laughing.. So yeah, after everyone laughed and what so ever. They played this video of their old school days. Only subang utama laa. Not usj4.But it was fun watching them when they were in form 5.
The last day of spm, as they so called call it. Ayman was the funniest one there. He actually said this

" Ari ni last day spm weh, semua org balik toceng la weh".

Everyone started laughing like shit that time.
So we went outside to cook somemore. It was all self service. So jack&I were like this. I was sitting outside at first.
This was the conversation.

"B, tolong i gie masak our food".

For what? I'm not even hungry.

Datang jeee laaaa.....

Fine, i went there. Then..

B, jgn bagi orang ambik our food taw, you duduk sini jap,
i nak gi jumpa kawan i jap, kejap jee.

So i went there fanning the stupid charcoal so it becomes fire.

and it would cook faster. 5 minutes later.... he came back....

B, giler cepat you dah masak-an

Memang la, its me.. Helllo?

Yea la, yea laa, can be a good wife laa.

Ew, tolong la wehh. dah xnak tolong dah.

I went somewhere else while he fanned the bbq thing.. But i came back after a while, kesian je looking at him. haaaa!

Izat came after a while and said this.

"Nicole, you must have alot of patience to do this".

Yes i know, i'm having alot of patience dealing with the chickens&theboyfriend.
*Laughs*.

So, after the food was cooked. We enjoyed ourselves eating. He gives me only 3 small pieces. While he takes the rest. After eating, we were sitting at the back for a while. Some emo song came up, i forgot what it was. Mariah carey and boyz II men Kott.

So he started singing to me and twirling me around like i'm some kinda ballerina. At one point, he angkat me till i was like shouting wanting him to put me down. But it was fun. He didn't complain me being so heavy this time. *Ish*. So yeah, the day ended with everyone saying goodbye and Jack racing with his friends on the road. Yes i was in the car. Technically, not even racing laa. But he was going damn fast. And that satria car, god. The ekzos is so freaking noisy. I hate it. But sometimes i love it. But mostly i hate it.

This is our new song. Haaaa.

Chris Brown - Forever.

"PICTURES:"

He was being the DJ at that time. I just took pictures.
So full of myself. haaa

haaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaaa <3

He thinks he looks Cool. I shall not say how he looks like.

I look different. Yes i do.
Another posing picture.

Iqbal Cooking.

Kari *zelfann* & Iqbal self servi-cing themselves.

I don't really know what he was doing.
Oh well.

The bunch of guys talking.
Izat&Ahpek.
Btw, ahpek is going to college somewhere far.
All the best kecik! haaa

Last picture, our daging&one sesat chicken
that he didn't even eat. Swine.

-fallen angel-

"It was fun but the nite didn't end all THAT well"

♥ 7:59 PM

Thursday, June 26, 2008

He looks TRULY gay, I know.

Haha. One of the match, some guy's nails kinda did that. Scary eh? hee

He doesn't like this picture. But oh well,
Gonna put it up anyways. haa

Yes, shut up & drive.

Another GAY picture. I was cut off. Swine.

Now he's cut off. Hahaha!

I kinda forgot to post these pictures from the Futsal Tournament we had that day. Since i got nothing else to write. Thought of just posting it today. Had a talk with him yesterday about all the problems and stuff like that. He promise me some stuff that i hope he would keep. And i'm gonna try my best to not be angry with stupid things like this too. This is gonna work out, I hope. I really want it too. Although there is alot of problems that would come our way with the whole religion thing and all that.
But for now, i'm not thinking of getting married or whatever. That must be crazy. But i just want to be the best. So that even if we do break up or whatever it is, he would still remember who i was to him. And how well our relationship was. I try my best to keep all my emotions inside with the pissed off and crying for nothing. I haven't seen him that much lately.
Tops is like 2 hours a day. And i don't even mind. Usually i'll go crazy and start swearing and stuff like that. But now, i find it sad to be miserable. The more you don't see each other, the more you miss each other and the more you realize how much you need each other. Yeah, that's what WE realize. So i dont mind the whole waiting for him and stuff like that..

Weekends, both of us are gonna be real buzy. He's gonna go check out his colleges with his Dad. While i'll be going for my commercial thing. If it's confirm. If it's not. I'll be going out with anis, maybe.
"Mybitch, if you reading this, better confirm laaaa".

So yeah, going out maybe. If not, its the commercial. I just wanna do it for the extra money. Been really caught up with financial things and stuff like that. I just need the extra 1k. Tomorrow morning, muhammad jackie. LOL. He might come over for a while, before he goes off. Hope he knows what he really wants to take and takes up what he really loves.

My friends did this note for me today in class. Because they found out some stuff that they shouldnt know. I was so stupid to NOT delete that stupid picture. Anyways, they found out about it. Starting lecturing me like damn alot. I didn't say much. What else can i say? Yeah, i was stupid & I promise i won't do it ever again. And thanks for being there for me you guys.

Sayangkoranggilababinakmamposdowh!

Actually the end one abit the sesat.

But whatever laaa.

It still came from the heart. haa.

One more thing before i go,

I'M SO PROUD OF YOU BABY.
He passed his driving license, Yeah!

Now we can go out without worrying whether polis

are gonna catch us. And i love his satria.

Love love.

-fallen angel-

♥ 9:57 PM

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

I cant believe you fucking hell LIED to me.

God, i'm just NEVER gonna fucking trust you again.

You're a fucking liar Bitch.

And i fucking hate you.

You're a BITCH, and forever would be the
BIGGEST BITCH
i'll ever know.

I deserve to know the truth.

I deserve the truth.

I deserve to be happy.

I deserve to be cared.

I deserved to be loved.

I deserve to be cared about.

I deserve to be wanted.

I deserve to be "SOMEBODY" to you.

I deserve you're full attention sometimes.

I deserve to be said i love you too and you mean it.

I deserve to be someone in your life that you can't let go off.

I deserve it!!

You didn't tell me anything about this. You know i should know things like this yet its kept from me again, just like everything else. It's always me finding out by myself. Next time dont think i'm so stupid laa. I was a cheater and i was a person that hides everything from my boyfirned okay. I should know how to find things like this. I really didn't WANTED to find anything. But it popped out of my phone. Guess God wanted me to know what really happen. Whatever it is.

I STILL SAYANG YOU& We'll forget this.

As for you,
You get it that i'm the girlfriend now, and you're nothing. Yes, i dont do too well with ex girlfriends, because i had a whole lot of experiences in it. Whatever it is. Just back off, For once. Whether you miss or whatever excuse you got, dont try it all. Because i'll always find out. I'm just lucky i guess. & You know what? I'm not even angry at you, seriously i'm not. Because i know and people have told me alot of times that i have him already. And you don't even have an ounce. There is so many guys out there, why not go bother them instead? I learned to move on with all my ex boyfriends because i realize that i shouldn't be this pathetic girl that keeps on running back all the time. I just wish you would realize that he doesn't care about you anymore. And saying you miss him, ain't gonna make him love you back. You tried it before, it didn't happen. So just accept that fact okay?

Dah la i tgh pms nie, u nak lagi buat i marah. i dah malas nak ckp ape2.. No use anyways..
I got no time for things like this.

-fallen angel-

"maybe i'm being really childish, but whatever laaa"

♥ 12:29 AM

Monday, June 23, 2008

Pissing off Day.

Technically im not pissed at all la. But just bengang. Went to school today, yes i did. & everyone was talking about the SCORE A BM SEMINAR. I totally forgot about it but i didnt tell anyone cause i knew they would say its an excuse. Ohmygod, sumpah i lupa sial.. I dont know how i can forget but anyways i did. So moving on, it was a fun seminar as they said. SMKUSJ4 got 4 cups for some stuff laa.. Got my english paper back today. Got 68. Mann, this is like damn bad for me laa. I thought i could at least get a2. I'm gonna so die. But i'm gonna try harder next time. I'm bengang because "someone" got higher then me. God, she doesn't even pay attention in class. She doesn't give a damn about anything. She thinks she's so hot which she is just a piece of shit. And she gets higher then me. Wtf mann? Whatever laa. So gonna try harder. I'm gonna beat her, dont worry, just wait&see.

I found out something last night that just made me jump up&down with joy, happiness, and ohmygod, i was like so relieved. But sorry i can't tell. My good friend gave me a somewhat lecture on the things i've done in life. Well i can say everyone has been lecturing me the same thing and yeah, this time i am different okay. I'm not gonna be as stupid as last time. I think.

Came back from school, message baby <3>. Was pissed off with him like the whole day. First he was supposed to wake me up at 5:30AM. Cause i wanted to finish up my art project. He went to his friends house around 3 something. Told me he'll be back in a while. "tertido skit" at his friend's house. So he didnt wake up in time to come to my house to wake me up. Then he came over around 6 something. Started apologizing and all. I didn't give a fuck. Didn't care at all. Didn't even bother to look at his face. Yeah, im like that when i'm pissed. I just don't look. Cause i look scary when i'm angry. I swear to God. Well scary to me la. So,told him to go home. He did. And then i got ready for school. Was messaging him on the way to school. Around 8 something he didn't reply me already. So must have been he slept for a while. Thinking he might wake up at 9 something to go for his driving thingy. But he didnt. Again, that made me pissed off. Then came back from school, called him, he was still sleeping. OF COURSE!, He was supposed to fetch me from school. But sleeping is much more important. Especially when you're out the whole night till 6 something. Next time can use you're bloody brains ar? You know you got a important day the next day, still want to go out. Have fun. How much fun you need in a day? Weekends, go all the way to ampang. Thursday, Go clubbing. DAMN, NO BRAINS LA WEHH!!

I know he won't read this, that's why i'm pretty much really open. fuck it laa. No point getting so angry. No difference

"breath in & out"

Moving on,

Pn azlita gave me another chance on my arts paper. I'm so behind on everything. I have to catch up like so much. But i'm gonna try my best to do as good as everyone else. Try really hard, as usual. I dont really chat that much on msn nowdays. Everyone seems to be missing. Anis is buzy with her school work. My boyfriend working all the time. Hanie, xpenah nampak you online pown!! Tevaneea, i know you're having problems but i can't seem to see you online to even ask the problems. I miss Suet Ling. She supposed to come on saturday, she couldn't make it. Oh well, its okay. Guess its just school life again, starting up. Holidays, everyone will be close again i guess. hee.

Guess that's it.

Force + Pressure = Pleasure

"STUPID inside joke"

-fallen angel-

♥ 8:08 PM

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

6 things I'm passionate about;
Dance.
Singing in my bathroom.
Money.
Desperate Housewives.
My wife&Kids.
R&B Songs.

6 things I say too often;
Ohmygod.
Kepala buto you laa.
HAHAHA! *meaning laughing too loud*
fuck.
You gotta be kidding me?
Setan pukimak bodoh!

6 books I've read recently;
I dont read much books.
Sorry.
Magazine's count? hee

6 songs I could listen to over & over again;
Always Be My Baby - David Cook.
Tiada Lagi - Amy search.
QuitPlayingGames - BackstreetBoys.
The way that i love - Ashanti
Afterlife - avenged sevenfold.
I gotta go my own way - forgot who.

6 things I learnt for the past year;
Never cut yourself for stupid things.
Its okay to just cry in front of your friends.
Nothing is what it looks like.
Dont trust anyone too fast.
When you get hurt, you can go crazyy.
Never underistimate what a person can really do

6 people to tag;
Anis
Rachael Teng.
Li-anne.
Denise.
Tengku Hani.
Samira.

I got tagged by trisha teo & I just knew about it. So i had something to write about in my blog.
Moving on, i believe that a guy should always act like he cares about the relationship, feels like he doesn't wanna lose that person no matter what. Act as though he doesn't want to hurt that girl no matter what. But nope, guys now days are just so different from all the gentleman i use to hear when i was little. Saying that :

They will treat you as though you're a diamond,
something so valueable, can't be found anywhere else,
and they never wanna lose it cause its so beautiful and so perfect.

Yeah, i used to hear that when i was small from my aunties, my mother. But i realize not everything is what it seems. Maybe yeah, im young. There is still so many guys out there.
But im so lazy to find it again, over&over again. That's why im trying my best to fix this one. I promise to not do alot of things for this relationship. My friend asked me today :

Why are you pushing away everyone else for a guy
that you know you're not gonna marry,
you know he doesn't deserve you're love.

And i said :

Its not whether im gonna marry him or whatever.
But im tired of being the most suckiest girlfriend in the world.

Im so tired of people going. "Damn, she got another boyfriend, 100% it won't work out". Yeah, alot of people seem to do that. But we're moving into four months, and although we did have alot of bumpy roads. But i wanna make it right this time.
And i just want you to help out sometimes. Not put all the pressure on me. I feel as though you're being here because you HAVE to, not you WANT to, Because i tell you to do it. Not because you want to do it. But again, it makes no difference. You dont even read my blog anymore to care how i'm really feeling inside. Whatever.

I feel so tired now days. I can't get up for school. I'm sleeping late cause i'm thinking of the most stupid-est things in the world. Im eating so much nowdays. Not watching my diet at all. Yes, i eat sleep, bath, eat, sleep again. Yeah, not exercising, just laying there like some kinda pig. I want something that i dont have. I want to do so many things but i can't seem to get up and do it.
Yeah yeah, im complaining myself. I know. Its stupid, and no one would listen. I know.

But oh well, i have to write something on my blog right?

Took this in 2006 i think. My sister's annual dinner.
Shawn&Me.

I look happy. Yeah, i do.

-fallen angel-

♥ 10:37 PM

Monday, June 16, 2008

S O,

This is my 100 post for this blog.

Wow, i posted that much stupid stuff on my blog.

I still remember why i made this blog. Its too actually make my bitchy problems easier

instead i got the bitch to follow me and be a good friend. haha. jk.

Im not appreciated.

Im having my PMS.

Im hating when hes friends hate me.

And i just wanna be the best.

So hard for you to just accept huh?

-fallen angel-

"blog more tonight, if i have time"

♥ 12:54 AM

Saturday, June 14, 2008

June 13th 1990.

A man named Asyraf bin hassan was born.

LOL.

that's so sesat.

Anyways, i made a present for him. Technically i bought him a cap from quicksilver, wanted to buy a wallet from billabong, but he wouldn't allow. At night, he stayed over for the night. After work. I was supposed to surprise him at coffea bean. But didnt work out because got reasons laaa. So he came back to my house after work. Stayed the night. Then went home around 12 something. Came back around 2 something. Around 4, went to subang parade. He wanted cake from secret recipe. My mum gave the idea to buy a WHOLE CAKE. God, people think i got so much money ar? He's birthday only wanna buy whole cake. Weird. So bought him the cake, ONE SLICE. "Chocolate indulgence". He's favourite, so he said. Before walking out the subang parade door. He said this.

"b, nak baju dari giordano. jom tengok"

Went inside the store. Looked around. He didn't like anything he saw. Me too.

So we left and he said

"I ony look good in black shirts, and they didn't sell that today"

LOL. Whatevvvvvveerrrrrrrrr.......

So left subang parade around 5 something. Before the jammed started. I closed my eyes the whole time he was driving. I was so scared. cause i had experience before driving at a jam, and got into a accident. Since then, i've been damn scared to be in a jam. Especially the ones in USJ. it was crazy. But it wasn't that bad. He held my hand while driving. Knowing i was scared.

"so sweet". hee.

Now, hes at ampang park. With his friends. So called "BACHELOR PARTY". But we're not getting married. Had some weird fight yesterday. But im hoping its all well. Owh well, whatever it is. He's birthday was something memorable i guess..

Dis is what i made.

This is inside the paper.

At the back, there is a note. But i can't really take picture of the note. Its not good.

Not nice.

-fallen angel-

"blog more tonight, maybe emo?"

♥ 5:11 PM

Friday, June 13, 2008

After all of the times that we tried,

I found out we were living a lie

And after all of this love that we made,

I Know Now you don't love me the same
The way that i love you.

I woke up kinda early today,

and something told me

from that moment it wouldn't be the same

Felt like you were hidin' something,

but I didn't push it,

I didn't complain or say nothing

I tried to act like I didn't see it,

'cause deep down I know

I didn't wanna believe it

One thing i hate about myself is being TOO EMOTIONAL for things that are unrelevant for. And i dont tell anyone about it. I sit in my room, the tears are non stop flowing from time to time and when i walk out of the door, i act as though i was okay all along. With him outside my door, with him standing around. I still managed to keep my tears to myself. Because if he were to ask me "why was i crying". I would have no answer to give because i dont even know why.

I wish sometimes i didnt went through bad experiences in relationship. I wish i didn't believe in karma and that one day its gonna hit me like a buller. I wish that i was innocent in the whole love thing and i knew nothing about it. Maybe then i would be able to trust to love, to not care about the things that are happening around me and just have positive thoughts for this relationship.

Im happy, i know i am. Sometimes i can look back and think what a great day i had, that's why im crying, maybe. Because i dont want to lose it so soon. And i feel like he's slowly slippin away. And i can't do nothing about it.

He's perfect. He's the best. It's never his fault when im in the bathroom crying. I just have a problem where when its something i dont like that is happening around me. I tend to cry, non stop. It's never his fault that i'm sad at night. Its never his fault that i feel so neglected somedays. Its just me and my stupid head that is filled with negativity.

No changes would happen.
This is gonna be here for a long time.

It takes time to heal.

And more time to be better again.

-fallen angel-

♥ 2:34 AM

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

This is what we do when we have nothing else to do in class.

By the way, Meet Maureen Michael Joshua. She's catholic,
But she hangs out with mustaqqim too. Lol.

I love her because she hates some girl i hate in her school.

Shes from Subang Utama by the way. haa.

Okay, this is where the class picture comes.

When people got nothing else to do. Such as my bffn

He takes my phone and takes damn alot of pictures.

But the best one was these. haaa.

Ethan took this. Lol.

Duduk cam pumpuan jeee! lol

They care for themselves much more then me. Ish! haa
Bff Nie, ambik gambar sendiri je kott. Nyampah!
They're fucking gays. Yes, they are.
Afdhaal.
Nellissa Irina.
Ethan Ray Mathias Singho.

Had my Mid Term results back. Kinda sad that i failed moral. Well i actually didn't think i would pass Moral. But at least get more then 30. Didn't happen too. Must concentrate after this. Suddenly, i ran out of mood to blog for today. Have to do some stuff for the bff. hee.

Take care.

-fallen angel-

♥ 7:28 PM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Juria calls me "queen of sarcasm"

I think she might be true. Seriously. I tend to say things that i dont mean. And when i do mean it im damn mean. Anyways, waiting for the boyfriend to finish working now. School already started and i didn't go for the first day. Was buzy bringing my nephew to the education office, he's gonna go into SKSeri Selangor. The school that everyone from subang seems to school at before. And he might get in there. Not really sure yet. Something went wrong with his birth certifiicate. Hope he'll be able to get in the school.

Last night was not good at all. I knew things that i didn't wana know. Usually when i know something wrong is going behind my back. I tend to not look. Like if hes hanging out with other girls, or just throwing them in the water. I tend to not look at all. Because i dont wanna get angry. But i couldn't stop reading the letter that she gave to me. The first one i told was my bestbitch, anis. And she gave me quite alot of advices. Till she had problems on her sight also. Im sorry for being a bitch. But seriously i had so many bad experience with the whole ex girlfriend thing. And i dont feel like loosing the best thing in my life right now. Im not gonna just give up that easily.

Last night he came over for a while, after hearing me crying on the phone knowing he didn't tell me the truth. I talked to him about all the stuff i was going through lately. He was damn sleepy but he still stayed up and tried his hardest to listen to whatever i had to say. And i spoke like seriously damn alot. At one point, i felt bad for talking so much that i just shut up and just stare on the wall. And the night ended with him saying sorry for everything and a hug with kiss. I can say maybe at times when i was facing the back, i was crying without him noticing. I can't stop the tears from coming down. I dont really know what im crying for. I just hope i won't do this all the time.

Big girls Don't Cry - Fergie

After hearing that song on the radio i felt like doing something stupid. I message him without any prior notice. And all he said was "who are you?". Mann, thinking you actually know that person so well and he would always be there for you and he ends up saying that to me. Well whatever i can't take it so personally anyways. He has his own life now. Whatever it is, he's happy and im happy with that too.

My bestfriend made me pissed off quite alot today. Till i put alot of sense into her head. I kinda always have to do this. Sometimes im scared to even advice things like that. Scared people would think like "come on, she's only advicing for you to move on because she doesnnt want you to be close to him". But when i start with something, i just never shut up. Believe me that this is for your own good okay. Im sorry i was so harsh and stuff like that. I had to be so you would listen. Your as hardheaded as me, so i know when to shout or not. I still love you babe no matter what.

You'll always be the person in my heart. But its just not good fighting over something like this. Seriously. Please use ur brains kay babe. We've been friends for like 10 years now. Please start acting like you havent forget me yet. God.

-fallen angel-

♥ 12:02 AM

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Seventeen SummerSplash

07/06/08

The day started with me thevanesh and jess waiting for jack and razman to come with my car. I had nothing else to do so i took this picture.

Yes i got 6 eyes, and i got my eyes on you. heez

After summersplash, went to eat. Anis took this.
Shes the worst photographer. haaa! Jk!

Went to the arcade before our movie started

I was taking a picture of me while jess hand MASUK CAMPUR! lol

Fuck you bitch. Yes you!

Shes my dog. HAHAHA! no lah, im her dog actually. *inside joke*

Paying attention la tu. He looks cute when hes serious! ceh!

In the toilet. heee

Before the movies.

Razman said " Tengok, ambik gambar dier je, ish"

Yeah, now got three of us. Blur! My face blur! Nvermind.

Hes Jack. Yeaaah.

Summersplash was fun. Though it would be much more worst when i saw the number of people. But when we got in the water, it wasn't all that bad. Wish i had those water proof camera. Ish2. That would be much more fun. Saw about 10 people that i knew. All the others, dont know at all. Didn't get a chance to take pictures with asye. Oh well. At least i saw him and his cute girlfriend. He was very protective, Jack i mean. The plan went from all bad doubts. Too quite a good day. I love hugging in the water, when im cold. ;) Haaha. The day ended about 7 30 cause it was raining. and i had to find for jeswena cause she got lost. Me&jack was damn hungry but we still looked for her. Razman found her at last. After that, met up with anis baby. CEH! Makan at a&w, then anis had to go home. Met up with some guys before she left. It was the most funniest time right anis? Keep ur hands off weh. Serious!! HAAA. joking laa. After she left, Me, Jack, Ethan, Jess, Razman and thevanesh. Went to the movies. watched kung fu panda. Mann, that movie rocks! So cool! LOVE LOVE IT! Reached home around 12 something. Jack left with a kiss and a hug. Razman left with his bicycle. Haaa. The day ended quite well. And i went off to sleep around 1 something. Tired Tired.

06/06/08.

Just uploading old pictures. hee

I look scary but loving it.

See the cap? I bought it! haaa

Razmaan. The flash was too bright! haaa

Weird faces. But my face got cut off. damn! hee

I love you. Always would. Thanks for taking care of me the whole time. Felt so save with you around. The laughter was real. The hugs were the best. The kisses felt so warm. hee. Love you.

I just wish SHE won't come in between again.

-fallen angel-

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