Remembering the time I was yours,
you were mine
When everything was so right,
With you by my side,
Suddenly seasons changed,
Day by day he slipt away,
Wishing now I realised
your sad eyes said goodbye.

Maybe it must be me,
I didn’t see that you were gonna leave,
I know I let you go,
Now I want you back so I can show.

Even though you’re love is gone,
Even though it’s said and done,
You’re still the only one,
It’s all for you.
Even though you didnt stay,
And I let you walk away,
You’re my one and only babe,
It’s all for you.
Its all for you-leona lewis

Nice timing for this song to come out on the radio.
Fell in love with it of course.
Its so hard. its so hard to just look away & never look back
Its so hard to feel so lost yet smile through it.
I cannot think of anything, im serious.
I never expected this to happen, I never thought this would happen to us.
Ohmygod, i thought we were so happy. I thought we were so great.
I thought of changing religion *stupid i know*
I thought of throwing him the biggest birthday party ever since he's becoming 18.
I thought of coming back from school and saying Im so sorry for everything.
Nothing is what it seems.
I let him go, i did not fight.
I just let him go, slipt off my hands.

No more night messaging. No more missed calls. No more saying *i love you*.
No more going out together. No more laughing and smiling. No more hugging.
This time, its just OVER. No more turning back.


Im so much in shock now.
&
Tears just can't stop going down my face.
&
Im not meant to be with anyone.
&
Yes, its true.

PS: To My Mother, I know you want so many explainations. I know you would want me to tell you everything. But please be patience, I just dont wanna say what happen now, when the time is right, you know i would tell you. Please don't ask me anything about what u read here, just dont okay. For once, please listen to me. Please.
Thank you, i love you always.

-fallen angel-