Maybe i still feel as though you were PERFECT,
But as time goes by you make me feel more and more disgusted
I used to live through nightmares trying not to think of you,

I made that poem while everyone was sitting for their tasawwur exam. I didn't sit for it, because i dropped that subject. I think the poem is kinda cool. I have more, but its all in my book. Don't wanna write it all out now. Tomorrow, Maths exams. Mygod, im like gonna be shivering tomorrow. I can't do it. I can't do it. Okay, No nicole, say you can! I can! I hope i can!.

I feel sometimes when i dont bother anyone, People bother me. I feel like fighting back but i just shut up nowdays. Today in school. He was an asshole to me. Saying *shut up* thinking im not listening. God, its my mouth and my voice right? Dont like it, go listen to your FRUIT la.. Oops.
Wonder why the hell am i in the same class as him? Annoying by the day.
I got detention today after my bm exam for a while. hee. Because i was talking to much. But its not like im talking about something else. I was asking how to translate the word danger, I kinda forgot. Yes, i suck in bm okay. And i was talking about some other stuff also.

Mann, nevermind la. Guess im not teacher's pet anymore. I'll try my best to shut up next time. But come on, MUS is sitting in front of me, How weird is that. He never shuts up. Oops.

My goodfriend says she has a problem.
Its insecurity. Inferior complex. & Kia Su

"Becuz i told you,
U would live to regret it
Now I don't wanna make you feel bad
But when it comes to me just forget it
I'll be the best you never had
You put me through so many emotions
Now baby it's your turn for that
Cause in your empty heart
I have left a mark
The best you never had"

-fallen angel-
~Listening to The best you never had - Leona lewis~

The saying
comes out again,
Dont like it,
Don't read it.
I wouldn't
wanna hurt
anyone.