Alot of things happen today, I mean ethan took my PRIVATE book and he read it out loud

Thank god no one was really hearing him. And the poems arent that bad also. I didn't say im writing for who, so pheww! haha. Alot of poems in there kay. Since like last year. I never let anyone read it, But i just thought of bringing it today. End up it Ethan took a hold of it, Bloody hell. I got fucking scared but hes okay la. Hes my cousin so he won't embarassed me. Not in that way la, I think. And today i stayed back for sejarah *extra classes*. hehe. Im so proud of myself in a way la. I wanna show people that i can actually make a DIFFERENCE, aight?

Just wait and see.

Today and yesterday was just NOT a good day. Been fighting with my mum a whole lot. I dont know why, but i seem to scream at her when im down, and she does the same. I mean there is only both of us in this house and i guess we get irratated by each other looking at the same people ever freaking day.

This is the conversation i had with her.

Yes, thats the conversation.
I know I know. Im mean, especially to my mother, but we both share this anger manangement thing, when we're angry we're just crazy and start talking shit they we know we ourselve don't believe in it. Well i brought Jack here today, to make her happy. She smiled and now shes cooking for me. Yay.
I love you no matter what k, Your my mother.

"The best person in the world, A mother"

Anyways, im off to studying now. Yes, i know studying. Yeah yeah, U might not believe me, but hey just watch and see my SPM results. maybe not straight A'S but something good la kan. something different. Tuition is starting already for me, and its gonna be a hectic month. balancing with boyfriend, mother, family, finance, school, friends, rumours.

Well, another year to go through then i won't even be here to remember all this past of mine!!