As if you have a choice.

I'm a girl who ONLY love people who love me
I'm a girl who ONLY love myself & friends
Oh yes, I'm taken, happily, :D

I want you to like me
I wanna have lots of ka-ching $$
I want someone i can really trust
I want my past to be forgotten
I want people to know i'm MIX not malay

Anis Nabilla .
Michelle .
Eshia Kar Mun .
Shafique .
Lily Zahara .
Samira .
Sue Hanie .
Denise Siau .
Farhana K .
Rachael Teng .
Li Anne .
Tevaneea .
Trisha Teo .
Aisyah .
Eleena A .
Juria H .
Tiffany .
Sonia A .
Beauty .
Jack Chan .
Sho Suzuki .
Vanessa .
ModelMaterials .

February 2008
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July 2008
August 2008
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November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009

It's over and done with. You were the one i fell for over and over again. You were the only i believe every lie you told me. And when are you ever going to change? Is this the life i prepared for? No. I want a new life.

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Tuesday, March 11, 2008

teva says:
right..

teva says:
dah lah gigi like crap

teva says:
and will always hunch when taking pictures

Nicole says:
hahah

teva says:
walk also not straight

Nicole says:
fuck u weh

teva says:
WAKAKA

Nicole says:
I only hunch cause i dont want the SHORT PEOPLE to feel offended

Nicole says:stupid!

This is a conversation i had with teva and trisha, today. Trisha didn't talk much cause i dont know la, but me and teva were constantly talking shit we couldn't even shut up. ahah. but its nice having conversations like this where you can just laugh your head off. And there was one part where teva was telling her so called stupidest moment, i laughed so loud that my mum ask *what happen what happen*, but she didn't read anything but she was eager too. My mum is such a kepochi sometimes. hahah. shes just bored. Anyways, had a chat with my boyfriend today. I told him that sometimes we must talk about serious stuff, not all the time playful only. Must be more matured. and he did this.

Jack says:
b

Jack says:
i nk ckp sumthing nie

Jack says:
important taw

Jack says:
jgn main2

Jack says:
serious

Nicole says:
what?

Jack says:
i

Jack says:
love

Jack says:
you

This is his method of *serious* lol. It made me laugh and smile, though i was abit pissed off at first, thinking we were gonna talk about something serious but at the end, he still did made me smile. He was telling me on how i looked so happy with the pictures i posted up on my xanga. hehe. hey, yeah i guess i was more happy then, i mean i was *thin*, shut up teva, i was thin before. But hey, life goes on. dont worry peeps, i'll give a big wide smile sooner or later. Anyways, going on.

I did some things today that i dont know whether i would regret it or not. Hoping i wouldn't but its happening again, too fast. everything is happening too fast, but im letting it take control. Im not even controlling myself. I always say i can at first, end up i just lose the game at the end. Hmm, only i can understand this. only i can stop this, or i can continue it. But for now, its stopping. I dont think i'll blog for long because im going to my sister's house. hehe Yay, tomorrow clubbing day. with my family. gonna be a blast for sure. love ya'll! chaoweez!

Just a picture i was eager to put up! heh

~fallen angel~

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