I know i have move on
I know i have forgotten you
I know everything is different
I know you dont need me anymore
I still wanna be here next to you
To know i'm still here
I want you to know that
I want you to help you go through
I wish i can make the decision to be with you
But i believe that i would hurt you
I'm sorry you have to see me this way
I'm sorry if i hurt you
I don't want you to fall in lover with me or fall out love. I want you here next to me to protect me, I feel safe with you. More then that i just can't do it. I can't do it knowing my heart is not all for you. I can't do this behind you. I like where we're at now. But at the same time i do wanna try. I just dont wanna hurt you. I want you to know everything about me, All the secrets. I'm just so scared to give my heart out again. I can't do it. I cant.
~ I wrote this 2 days before i took the chance to be in a relationship with jack, I dont really know who is it for, seriously. I mean the top one is for someone else, the bottom is for him of course. I know i;m not single anymore but hey, the feelings are still there mann. GOD HELP ME LA! but im happy. I really am happy. I'm happy with him. I'm smiling every single day. We haven't fought yet. Heheh. I dont think we ever would cause i mean we're just so in love that fighting just makes it much more worst. But hey, they say without a fight means you dont care. but i dont EXPECT a fight la of course!
Yeah going on, this is my new blog. This blog is mostly about what i'm really feeling inside. any fights, problems, doubts, love, everything would be spilled out here. hehe. Have fun reading. Thanks!
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