Hmm, Guess by the time you see this picture you'll be thinking. *owh great, shes back with him, how stupid can she be* Well you know what? I just dont care anymore. Yes, i need your advice when i need it. But surprisingly, when i hear the advice, the ones i dont like hearing, I would just hate you there and then. Im sorry la, But i would think that your the pathetic one, Not me. Anyways, whatever la. I dont know who to listen to anymore. I know listening to my heart is much better, and yeah, that's what im doing. Im listening to my heart. I realize that i can trust him again, Im able too. Well if he hurts me again, then too bad for him la. Hes life is gonna be a living hell. But as my mum said

"Life's too short to make the worst of it"

So, im just going with the flow. Yes, i love him and we're taking this relationship to alot of changes. He'll know how to protect me and know how to love me PROPERLY now. There is nothing behind us, that is hiding. Everything is out there, That's what i want my relationship to be. And this is the best. I Love you = ).

If your a friend, just be here for me when i have problems, but whatever i choose to do, whatever decisions I MAKE, its up to me. Not you. You just seem to always be in my head telling me what to do. If you did actually cared for me, you would have told me in the first place that hes ex still had feelings for him. I have to find out from someone else instead and i haven't even confront you yet. Yes, u might think your the best bestfriend ever. And you are, But your not the same girl i have known before. Hmm, whatever la, I dont care.

-fallen angel-