Heylo, Went to school today. At first woke up at 6:45, didn't feel like going, but haih, just push myself up. Did my english exams since yesterday i didn't come to school. I only left one question out, it was pretty hard, couldn't understand the question cause well, teacher was teaching in front, and alot of people talking behind me, damn hard to concentrate but i did finish all of it. Then, today was ULBS:BM, damn and it was me. I kinda memorize the whole thing but then when i got infront of class, EVERYONE looked at me, I was like shit la weh. Why is everyone looking. So i got kinda nervous, the words that came out, didn't even come out right, i was like shivering, I can never do public speaking, never in my life, unless its english. BM, no no. So, i got 29 marks. It wasn't that bad i guess. i think 35 is the highest kott..

So after that, almost half of the class was like NOT in class. they were at bilik seni, so Me, Eleena, and afira, haha. we masuk campur and went there too. I did some painting for bendahara, although im not in their team, wth weh? But it helps.. Even temenggong didn't do any banner or whatever, temenggong so anti social laaaaaa.. Nevermind. So "their" gang started dancing infront of everyone, songs like *crank dat-soulja boy, I'm gone-Eminem*. Yeah, those kinda weird songs. Some stuff in Bilik Seni today kinda shocked me but whatever la.
*Do whatever you want, karma PLEASE happen, im begging you*..
So school finished, my boyfriend came and fetch me, Yay!.

Reached home, starting singing *Go on girl - Neyo* He sang the guy part, i sang the gurl version. Just change all the *shes to he's* We put the volume like damn loud, cause my mum went out, and she change our living room speakers to like HUGE ones.. The picture is below. When i play songs like *getlow* haha, it sounds like some kinda club inside here, and my mum loves to put it like damn loud so the whole neighbourhood can hear, weird yup.Anyways, I hope some girl artist would like reply him or whatever la kan. This song is not meant for a gurl, I dont believe in it.. So yeah, then Jack fell asleep, cause he didn't sleep that much last night. Supposed to wake up at like 3:45pm, End up waking up at 4:30pm. Then he was like, he gotta go. Cause well, work! Ish, work work work. I hate that job for taking him away all the time =(.
He wished me since tomorrow is our anniversary, and hes scared later at 12 he wouldn't be able to message me, cause usually *coffea bean* is like packed like hell at that time. today friday also. So yeah.. And, i asked him this..

Baby: Happy anniversary b, dah one month *smilez*
Me: Are u sure u still wanna continue this before anything happens? Please think

Baby: Yeah of course i want too

Me: Okay good, happy anniversary too. hee.

Me: *Smilez*

Then he left for work. Message me before he left, i replied, then he never reply already. Means hes working his ass off. God, i never thought i can like *not get attention from my bf, usually i'll go mad like this, but this time im quite patient, its his work life, i can't do anything. Hes working for his license so that's a good thing* Moving on,

Tomorrow's my anniversary. Yup2, My anniversary and like everyone else is having so many problems.I feel guilty though its not my problem. God, i wish i can say so many things but i can't. i cant i cant. God, i feel like killing him for doing this. Seriously, Like strangling him and then see him die with loads of blood all around his head. Okay, that's quite bad la. But God, how stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid he can be sometimes? Ahhh.. Whatever la. Just keep all the swearing to myself. hee.